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| YoUnGblOOdz | Posted
on 07-Apr-03 12:14 PM
As I sat there in english class , I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before. I handed them to her. She said "thanks" . I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. probably when i was in 11th grade... The phone rang. On the other end it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After two hours, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and hugged meh and went to bed. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.It was when we were in senior year. The day before prom she walked to my locker and said my date is sick... she said he's not gonna go. Well I didn't have a date either, and we had made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I wanted her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said I had the best time thanks... and hugged meh and left. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said you're my best friend thanks... . I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new married life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away she came to me and said "You came!" She said thanks and i hugged her n pretended to be happy fo her new married life. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my best friend. At the service, they read a diary entry she had written in her high school years. This is what it read: "...I stare at him wishing he was mine - but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me." I wish I did too... I thought to myself, I cried..n i wish i had told her she was mine.... |
| YoUnGblOOdz | Posted
on 07-Apr-03 12:20 PM
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you become ashamed of because words diminish them. Words shrink things that seemed timeless when they were in your head to no more than living size when they are brought out... don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...but if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay closed up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or at all. Have you ever loved someone and they had absolutely no idea whatsoever? Or fell for your best friend in the entire world, and then stayed around and watched them fall for someone else? Have you ever denied your feelings for someone beacuse your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid...afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us, but everytime we tell a lie...the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever." |
| tick | Posted
on 07-Apr-03 01:01 PM
beautiful... touched my heart.. |
| tick | Posted
on 07-Apr-03 01:24 PM
I had revealed my heart, received a tutulko I in my head ;-) ouch. I am not good at being romantic. |
| daniel | Posted
on 07-Apr-03 01:57 PM
you might as well include those lines: "email it to 10 people and you'll find love... email it to 20 people and you'll..." |
| oys_chill | Posted
on 07-Apr-03 02:07 PM
LOL @daniel........i was thinking the same thing..how come he missed it :P bloodssucker..talai emotional banya kasto nasuhako...........;) |
| hajurko_juhai | Posted
on 07-Apr-03 04:11 PM
YoUnGblOOdz, it was a good one but I don't think it just that you are shy or afraid, but there are times you don't want to lose a friend, esp a best friend....I think its better to be best friend than to be a lover and lose them for ever..., that's what I think ..I know ppl won't agree to this..I believe that to make her happy is the best friendship or true love...not necessarily true for all.... I I still remeber, when one of the best promoses other, what happens f the other doenot like that type of relationship, the worse case happens there..they are not into relationship but their friendships even break..Same is true what happens when an affair breaks, no more a friend... isen't that too bad...I would rather have just friends than not having them at all. That's the main reason, why I don't propose, or am difficult at accepting.... but your writing is good and keep it up... |
| OneGirl_123 | Posted
on 07-Apr-03 04:15 PM
Good job copying and pasting YOUNG! ;) i have read this story 100 times! this just makes it 101 times! :) |
| yOuNgBlOoDz | Posted
on 07-Apr-03 05:00 PM
chupbey gurl-123.... arka ko emotions bujhnu choina.. hawa hawa guff dincha ;).. jhan yesto time aww po' young bhanne thau ma.. good job copyin ra paste re.. |
| goredai | Posted
on 07-Apr-03 05:33 PM
wait till your second year of marriage or be unmarried 30+. Timi haru ko yo love sove ko kura kukkur ko chak bhitra jancha. |
| OneGirl_123 | Posted
on 07-Apr-03 05:42 PM
LOL Young! Couldn't understand ur emotions before. Was wonderin how u were feeling while u "copied and pasted" ;) but now I feel ya since I copied and pasted this to fwd it to other people ;)....now i understand ur emotions and wat u felt those 2 mins it took u to copy and paste this very emotional story! :0) LOL :) :) |
| khimu | Posted
on 07-Apr-03 05:58 PM
copy from american high-school story movie (true) amreican has so many movie this kinda story on it |
| el paso | Posted
on 07-Apr-03 05:59 PM
Copy gareko ho ra sacchai? |
| YoUnGblOOdz | Posted
on 07-Apr-03 06:42 PM
YO GURL 123... KHIMU RA OYS LE MALAI SAJHA MA BACHNA DINE BHAYENA.. MAILE JE GARE PANI KHUTTO TANI DINCHA.. ANI GURL 123 KINA CHICCHAI RA.. AFULE PANI KOPY PASTE GARYA RAHICHA.. EHHEHEHE yb |
| GurL_Interrupted | Posted
on 07-Apr-03 07:43 PM
Cute! :-)! |