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| Nepali Kanchi |
Posted
on 09-Apr-03 09:21 PM
the past looms over my heavy heart
the corriders of my brain are long
.. i am tired
the pain and fear beckons at my soul...
it calls
anxious i wait for salvation
a prayer
validation
i wait.. i wait..
is there something wrong with me?
im cold
my heart is dark and furious
i make a pact with myself
a lithus test is what i want
i test people
their true intentions...
..or is it cruel intentions?
i pour my soul out to people
tell them everything
memories of a lost childhood
the betrayal..
the pain.. the anger..
innocence lost...
the bitterness..
a jaded soul..
.. a wounded heart..
there is something more
but it is too late
far acorss the fathoms of my inner self..
i see everything
distant..
my inner child beckons to me
weeping, crying
i can't reach him in time
alone i sit in my prison
looking up at the world... seeing wall after wall of
stone
cement, unbreakable
i begin to give up.. my heart withers and begins to
die
my soul fades
trapped in the absolute madness of sorrow and defeat..
accepting the pain and cold
.. my soul mourns.......
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| oys_chill |
Posted
on 09-Apr-03 09:26 PM
yah yah good one!
same shit with everyone these days..soul mourns, heart aches, and goals pierce n fly......you pour out with everyone..get some SORRY AZZ sympathy..but who really gives a damn? "when you are nursing your own wounds, u can't see others even if they are on the same boat"
To add to teh misery, noone can really understand you..they might perceive of understanding you to the most.......and least, pretend of understanding...we are all like isolated islands separated with bodies with water here and there...for we might share the same waters, but we shall never reach one another......another sorry fact of life...
oys~ from the island on the dark side
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| surya |
Posted
on 09-Apr-03 10:19 PM
Wow Oys how intersting that you should go off on this poster and not on the many others who've been flapping their gums on this forum. Kina ho? Curious.
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| oys_chill |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 10:03 AM
Oh surya! curiosity killed the cat.......and i think u'r much better off sticking to those iraq threads.....suits you well. and thank god i am not going off on you on those!
FYI, am not going off on the poster..actually relating to it..........oh of course! I forgot....u can only find negatives on ppl.......maybe i am just another dumb,moron, stupid like u mention :)
and like the sajha trend goes.......I AM ENTITLED TO MY OPINIONS, aint i now???
peace out!
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| deep |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 10:14 AM
Oys_,
kina tyasto taateko....burgare (bhat ta khanchha khadaina bhate bhanna lai..) master le jhoor grade diyoki ke ho .......
:)
la la aba ek botal fyanta khamne ho ta paip layera?....ali thanda hunchha ki......
haina bhane lassi ghutkyaune ho ki ta....badam haleko?....kehi nabhaye miller lite ta chhadai chha!
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| whine and chij |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 10:33 AM
OH, oys, better stick to the ass-kissing threads...they suit you OH so well. watch your back, you filthy animal.
kisses,
cheej whij
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| oys_chill |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 10:37 AM
hyaa deep dai.......kaha ahile tattinu.....tyo ta beluki..
fanta, miller lite, lassi le chudai chudaina achel..aaba sidai homie boy kaha gayera magna parcha ghaas..raat bhar ani mastaram..ani tyaspachi tatteko kura garumla hai ta?
to modify my initial posting to nepali kanchi:yah yah! same thing..what i meant was HEAR YA! sorry, if i sounded different(depends on the wee hours of posting)
and as for the curious poster, my posting stands tall!
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| oys_chill |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 10:40 AM
yes sire whine n cheez...
i will consider your"HOLY" suggestion. and u should contine with yor whinings to gain some credibility here and there....good luck with that!
from the cradle of filth :) rite?
Oys
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| czar |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 10:42 AM
Chymosin composition yields high arsenic content. Don't let the accelerated decomopsition rate stink this place up. Lay off the dynamite kid.
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| DHUMBASSE (DUMBASS) |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 10:56 AM
sabaiko bela aaunchan,
hamro ossssya barud jasto kahilyai napadkine OYS bhanya ta Yeta ta singha garjan gari ra raicha ..maile ta jhanndai miss gareko..
Oys bro..Dinu parcha dank kahile kahi ta..malai ta kahile kahi danak, tyo gobardhan babaka yek ladayera jo jo chan sabalai thik parna hidthe ma ta..arulai thik parna lai jandai khanu parhca bhanne chian..kahile kahi ta jhyaapp le pani dincha tal ta..tara ali badhi argue garauncha tetti matrai ho..
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| sks |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 11:08 AM
breathlessly waiting for surya's inevitable rebuttal to oys laced with her trademark venom! Let the bites begin......
And chijhead, u're getting pathetically predictable....find someone else's ass to kiss, will ya?
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| PremPujari |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 11:15 AM
La la oysssaaaa Badhaai cha!!
Khoob tatyaa cha ni aaja. La la, Tatnu parcha kahile kaahi!! Radiator ma water kamm bha jasto cha. Alikati water chadhaaunu paryo ni bro. Heineken kholum ki Vodkai kholum ki Him-cream ma bhaang mishaayera haalum!! hehe!!
Brooo!!! April 12th ta aauna laagyo ni, tyashai ko laagi tatya ho???
M waiting for April 26th though, hai!!! ehh
You have a good one!!!
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| najar |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 11:26 AM
Its about time again we see some radiation, frosts, venom by the very virtue of sajha kurakani, kati constructive kura haru maatrai padhne!i--let them out! get them out of your system!! can i press eject?
lau maarne bhaye malai pani yini haru le ehheheh , ma taaaaaap!!!
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| surya |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 11:45 AM
However tall you stand Oys you are still short enough for me to rapp you on the head for being so nasty kid.
Don't tell me about what "suits me!" YOU are not a good judge to know what does or does not suit ME.
Obviously it was not just me... who YOU would say is the prenenially dark charma wearing negative person on this site.... who thought your comment to Nepali Kanchi was harsh... so back off. If you want to GO OFF on me... try it in context and with content... otherwise keep thanking god!
I am sure being "in" with the "in" crowd gives you the gumption necessary to go off on me here. Even as the impotent voyuers line up to watch the tamasha, let me just say, be nice and don't go overboard.
As as YOU said, I too am AM ENTITLED TO MY OPINIONS and curiosities, am I not???
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| surya |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 11:53 AM
SKS: How did I do?
Was that response to Oyc venomous enough to do justice to your breathless expectation?
I hope not, and I hope you went blue in the face and gagged on your own breath!!
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That last line, I have say myself, probably was!
:)
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| Aliciaa |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 11:57 AM
hehe .picking on each other for what?
anyways
be cool
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| SK |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 11:58 AM
Tsk Tsk Tsk
You could not stop your blabbering mouth from yakking, could you? Oys WAS relating. And Oys was right when he said you concentrate on negative things. I guess People have seen the true color. Or else how could you explain the all these GREAT feelings flowing from all these people towards you? (To Surya. I am also waiting breathlessly for her another venomous attack) Also, what is this about in crowd and out crowd. Do you want to be IN? HAH!
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| sks |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 12:03 PM
ouch! U didnt disappoint me, surya. It hurts, but in a strange, sado-masochistic kinda way, I'm beginning to like it!
No, u can give the anti-venom to oys. I'm gonna ride this one out.
Impotent, eh? Now thats below the belt - even by your standards.
Yours painfully,
sks
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| surya |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 12:03 PM
You from in peanut gallery.... what did you say now?!
Let you true colors shine through!!
Proud to say - I HATE PASTELS!!
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| SK |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 12:08 PM
She never does. SKS believe me. A lot of words but without any context or content. Ki Kaso? : )
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| sks |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 12:24 PM
SK - her bark is worse than her bite. She does have a softer side...trust me :)
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| SK |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 12:34 PM
AND SHE "HATES PASTELS!"
i REST my CASE. HehE
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| surya |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 12:47 PM
Don't you love it when people talk about you as if you are not even in the room! Now THAT is telling!
SKS - I am glad that unwittingly I have helped you discover you SM tendencies... but please, get your jollies off somwhere else from now on. Besides you might get even more hurt! Also, unless you are calling me a bitch, you might want to retract the statement about my bark.... the right to use that term on myself, I reserve for myself and my loved one.
SK: go jump out the window... I mean the microsoft window of course!! Learn to say a few things on your own instead of using othrs words against them!
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God... I gotta stop. This is too easy and sort of fun!
:)
Okay. Thats it!
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| oys_chill |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 01:19 PM
aww surya(JYU) !
yes, you can always rap on my head, and i'd rather stand tall than "stoop" down to reach your level. and lets talk about two hypocrisies here: you label me a "nasty kid" and you caution me not to go overboard? you should have added the "moron" ; but don't worry, I won't jump overboard here like some have done in the past to PROMPT you to change your name.
"who told your comment was harsh"?
"Oys how intersting that you should go off on this poster and not on the many others who've been flapping their gums on this forum"
I must be a moron again not to understand the implications of those two sentences. tsk tsk@me!
now as far as writing with quality and with content is concerned. Yes, I would love to write in such vein but only to people who also respect others' opinions, and believe me there are plenty out here, who don't go slandering each other all the time and do not believe their and only their righteous OPINIONS are right all the time.
On a final note, this is boring me. if you are really trying to make a comback after the war episode, you hit the wrong thread....and if you are so desperately seeking for attention, maybe you should try giving attention to the loved ones around you :) you know after all, who gives a damn of what people write in here! and sorry..i really dont' have time for you...
uta masu pakna lagyo........lau ta..all in good faith surya jyu!
same ol NASTY KID :)
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| surya |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 01:25 PM
Come back! Please!
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| surya |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 01:27 PM
I want your attention, Oys! That will make my life worth living!
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| sks |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 01:32 PM
Sunshine - a little paranoid, arent we? U seem to have a knack for misinterpreting idiomatic expressions. But thats perfectly okay, cuz i'm not here to preach.
And why stop if its so much fun?
Now please dont tell me u've reserved the rights to "sunshine" also for your significant other!
Yours doggedly :)
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| anepalikt |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 02:12 PM
Being "dismissed" by Oyster who has now decided to clam up and attend to his masu now!
I thought just for you I would switch back! Becaue I did not CHANGE my name. I just USE a different name now. Again, don't act like you got my number.
I have to admit,I feel quite hurt... (I really do! I guess its my "softer" side.)
But in the end... who cares! and Mero goru ko Barai takka.
sks... get a life!
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| whine and chij |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 02:20 PM
credibility with you pack of street dogs? who the f uck needs it. looks like the pusy posse is acting out on it's agreed upon plan. with such bright minds, no wonder nepal's in such FINE shape. lofl...
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| whine and chij |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 02:21 PM
yeah, tsar, lay the phuck off, squid
go chyme elsewhere.
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| whine and chij |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 02:23 PM
tsk tsk, quit while you're behind...that's where you do your best work
smooches, pooches
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| whine and chij |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 02:25 PM
SK, it's the clique thing. Wake up.
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| bhedo |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 02:41 PM
Some dimwits in here can never come up with anything more than a one liner. Koko the gorilla, I bet, could do better. ROFL.
Nepali_kanchi, that was profound; I didn't get a thang.
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| whine and chij |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 02:44 PM
still making terroristic threats, bhai? i still remember the look on your face in dupont circle.
run away...again.
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| sks |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 02:46 PM
blaming nepal's troubles on sajha posters! Spare us the cliches, will ya? Just go and stuff some cheese where surya doesnt shine.
Get a life? Ok, I'm stumped. I dont have a comeback for that!
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| sks |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 02:54 PM
So I do my best work from behind? I think u just dug yourself a pretty cosy grave.
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| whine and chij |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 02:55 PM
nope, just you, jerk.
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| whine and chij |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 02:56 PM
SUCKER!
you are SO easy.
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| sks |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 03:01 PM
Ya, thats exactly what that Minister of Misinformation said the day before his ass got liberated out of Baghdad!
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| bhedo |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 03:03 PM
Happy to know that you took so much pain to meet me. I didn't even read your message till I came home at 5:30 pm. So, basically speaking, your time was wasted. LOL.
Whine n chij of course does his best work from behind, everybody knows it. As we speak, he probably has a man behind him, getting ready for a humpty dumpty, lol. As I like to say, closet homos love to liken others to themselves.
"Ya, thats exactly what that Minister of Misinformation said the day before his ass got liberated out of Baghdad"
Good one!
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| khimu |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 03:12 PM
Nepals trouble on SAjha poster dono that.
but i am very happy that iraqies going to have full freedome from SADAM HUSSEN
seems like iraqies future going to be better than Nepalies. I love to be a president of Iraq
hehehe..... I,ll be happy to spent billions of money to rebuild Iraqies new modren city better than NYC, cooler than HONGKONG. Freedom like united states richer like MANHATTAN island. I,m gonna export Iraqs oil all over the world "Nepal lai chahi chip re kya"!
Bagdad will be the capital of Iraq but cooler than before
just joking
gotta to go bye
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| czar |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 04:14 PM
Who let the cheese out ? Being shut away in some dank cellar aint done it any good.
Adds zero to discussions, display nothing but sneering arrogance. Figures the mantle of greatness is upon him. The mantle above a cess cess pit is all it is.
Rank ignorance tied in with low self esteem results in a scum bunny spewing filth and desperately hoping it adds up. Just another desperately seeking susan looking for their fix of fame.
Peddle your 'wares' someplace else, no one here interested.
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| oys_chill |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 04:42 PM
surya jyu,
i love that nepali proverb...and these two are pretty close behind :)
"bhadau ma aankha futya goru(bhaisi) le sadhai hariyai dekcha"
jo buda (budi), ohii bato haguwa!
btw, whoever gave u that idea of oys=oyster? its like saying Surya is just another sitara(star)? do u like that?? i guess not!
BRACED! so are you scared now? eheheh......breaking the ice for 26th shall we say? :P
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| SITARA |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 05:42 PM
My Soul Mourns too!!!
Hai, such viciousness, radiation and stench!
Rabid dogs back on the cheesy streets?
Oys ji... You do stand taller than most! :) Ok..it is the clique thing going with the "in" crowd! hehe! We pale before primary colors! Red for blood-sucking is it?
Nepali Kanchi... keep writing! Many empathize with and analyse those emotions!
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| GurL_Interrupted |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 06:08 PM
Hey sis,
Well expressed!
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| SK |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 06:54 PM
whine and [butt]chi[k]z : /
Nepal problem and sajha posters huh? Btw, is that your mantra? buttsmoocher! Hahahahahaha you are so pathetic.
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| watever |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 08:24 PM
:) Nepali Kanchi that was ummmm... good!
hehe Oys... LOL I thought you would quite relate to that soul mourning paragraph! Well I guess you are entitled to your Opinions too right? ;)....
PEOPLE leave Oys alone.... so he was having one of his moments! Atleast he is not pms-ing 24/7 (one of the words oh so popular here!) like the surya person :D... Well understandably you like to perfect ur PMS skills but cmon not on Oys... tyo pani ajha Oyster with a capital O bhandine bhanya!
OK let me tell you a lil story... not at all out of context... might help clear some understanding problems... anyways this teacher was telling us about how stupid we can be at times... I mean all of us... the thing is Right in our face and we dont see it.. Like for example, this person said you were barking... well anyone with a lil intelligence would think Duhhhh what else barks! and you know think on the term like if you were a male you would be a dog and if you were a female then you would be... you know :D
Oh well thats the end of mah story..... HEHE LOL am I in a chatty mood today!
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| nepali kanchi |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 10:00 PM
What is it about me that makes you look?
I really don't know....
a lot of people make judgements about me and try to put me into categories
I don't know if I am comfortable with it
but I just let it be..
you see, before you label me, you should know more about me.
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| nepali kanchi |
Posted
on 10-Apr-03 10:03 PM
Anywyas , I've been tryng to write some "poetry" .... I'll take a note "sajha not ready"....or rather, I should try to re-edit I think .hmmm...(:
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| SITARA |
Posted
on 11-Apr-03 04:48 AM
Watever, hot peach; my favorite colours of the sunset! :)
Bingo!!!!!!! Right on the head! Damn woman! ;)
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| watever |
Posted
on 11-Apr-03 07:43 AM
hehe Sitara ;)... I am waiting for the red hot glare before the poor sun goes down the horizon ;)... lets wait and see where the PMS leads this! ;)....
NEPALI KANCHI do you not read? People said it was good... no one categorised you... woman that was good... if it is poetry seperate the damn lines!
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