| prasun |
Posted
on 30-Apr-03 09:30 PM
I guess its has been a long while since I have written on this board and I just wanted to state to everyone that I am a total losser.My Relationships in the past year had died. That last one is my own words "was the best and the worst". The best: All the best times and the best LOVE I have ever in my life ever given to anyone. The worst: To find out that you screwed everything up in the realtionship. That not only do you feel that you screwed up but you keep on having the feelings you did whem you were dating and there is no one to share them with anyone.
In my oppion....I am tired of love. I mean I still love my friends/family and all but it hurt so much over this girl....I don't know anymore. When you turn around and the hardest time of my life there is no one to run to. I guess I am a looser,. But I guess good things did come out of this. "NEVER GIVE YOUR HEART AWAY"! And if you do, never take it back. Like me I gave my heart to that girl and now I NEVER want her to give it back. I would rather die a lonly man then to take it back. It kind of sounds weird but in my oppion again, she was the one. And why should I want my heart back and all the love I gave her back? I don't, she can have it and she can hurt like I hurt every passing day. I don't care about love anymore. I just need friends now I guess. I got a big life a head of me and if she never wants to be with me then I will just live alone.....forever
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear.
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