| Username |
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| lucifer |
Posted
on 01-May-03 02:29 PM
I loved(as much as i could)
But that wasn't right
I cared(like no one else would)
But that wasn't enough
I understood(him like a best friend would)
But that was nothing
I talked(told him what i was going through)
But it was all bull sh*t
I said(as camly as anyone could)
But he didn't listen
I cried(pain running down my chin)
But it made no difference
I locked (myself in aways from everyone)
But couldn't escape the pain
I tried(my best to make things "right")
But it was always my fault
I suffered(so much from pain)
But that was what i deserved
For loving someone
For caring about someone
For being his best friend
For giving him my life
Now,I may not try hard enough
Now,I may not return someone's love
I am trying to love again
I am trying to care again
I am trying to return someone's love
But I cannot
Cause I am too scared
To love anyone......
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| GurL_Interrupted |
Posted
on 01-May-03 07:45 PM
Enjoy Being A Free Bird!...It's Great!
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| Poonte |
Posted
on 02-May-03 06:24 AM
Lucifer jyu,
Sanchikai tragedy parya bela lekhya ho ki...tettikai tragedy imagine garera lekhya? sahrai maarmik ta chha tapain ko kavita...ani sanchikai tragedy parya bhaye mero pani sabvedana, haina bhane...
Uu uta arko dhaago ma chainae, maile chainae...keta haru ai keti chahinchha bhane darkhasta faaram $20 samet pesh garnu bhanera bhaneko thiyen...tapain lai chainae firii ma gaardimla--just a matter of supply and demand--keta lai keti khojna jasto keti lai keta khojna tetiko mushkil hundaina.
Peer namannus...khutta hunjel jutta jatti ni payincha bhanchhan...baru tapain ko jutta ko size bhanam ta! ma ajai janchhu Payless...sale pani chha re tyahan aja! ;)
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| Poonte |
Posted
on 02-May-03 06:27 AM
Aaaaaaaaaaaaaanch! Yaadai nagareko...title ma ta PREMPUJARI lekhya raichha ni! katai haamrai bhai PP lai bhanna khojya ta haina? Ahem! PP jyu! Tadpeerahechhan yahan koi koi hajur ko lagi! Paalnu paryo hajur tyo pani tyani ko cheeeeeeso aek ghada pani liyera!
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| SITARA |
Posted
on 02-May-03 08:42 AM
Lucifer:
Very nice!.... Once bitten twice shy?
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| ebony_firefly |
Posted
on 02-May-03 08:45 AM
wonderful pathos.
blac_
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| Rusty |
Posted
on 02-May-03 08:52 AM
Ebony, wass up!!
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| Rusty |
Posted
on 02-May-03 08:52 AM
Ho Ho...tyo Prem Pujari lekheko cha; k ho Prem? Timi nai ho ki k ho tyo kabita ko dokha dine kta? Bichara Lucifer, testai ho... Samudra ma macha jati pani paaicha, jasto bhayo testo paicha, alik hook , rod, ra baits chai ramro raknu hola. How about catching Oyster next time!! Timi tyo ahile ko Octopus lai chodeu....
Nice poem:)
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| khimu |
Posted
on 02-May-03 09:22 AM
maya garnu pap haina
aru ko heart broke garnu maya haina
jati maya laye pani ...
maya prem lagaunu hudaina, maya ta bhaihalchha
maya is a power of love you know what mean
if you find someone special in your life,your living life will change totaly different
you may feel like you can do anything -anything. If not your mind keep thinking 1000's Q,
ani Lucifer may be he is not one for you (sorry hai)
yeh dunia hai yeh mausam our hawain
dill to de diya dill ke khoj mein kaha jain
good lucky lucifer
maya ma weak hunu life haina
gindagi ma maya garnu pap haina
husnane kaha hai
dill to dilo ka hai
fir bhi magar yeh meri gindagi
pyar dilo ka mela hai
kk k k k kk k lekhya hai sorry hai if i .........!
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| ebony_firefly |
Posted
on 02-May-03 09:41 AM
i am alive and clicking.rusty
blac_
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| SITARA |
Posted
on 02-May-03 10:00 AM
Is this poem for Prem pujari??? :O
Oho PP ji, what is this hajur? :)
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| oys_chill |
Posted
on 02-May-03 10:28 AM
oooooo lucifer.....a good one..but i got my own views out here!
like mountain mama JYU would say, love is supposed to be unconditional re k ;) so first of all, u r not supposed to expect anything in return. Next, if he doesn't give a shit, i am sure there are lotta others who would give undivided attention now that you have shown how caring you can be. Last but not least, if you can't express love, SPEW HATRED! i know hatred is a strong word, but its much easier to show :)
anyways, it all starts with hating anyways.........tyai paila ko story k.....pheri bhanum?
it all starts with hating,
then after some waiting,
when u r up on the rating,
which involves some baiting,
yor first step to mating,
is what the ycall as dating !
eheh ......so u know where to start from ? even if all that doesn't work..go to king momo in putalisadak and sit in the corner and carefully read the LINES IN THAT BIG POSTER WITH THAT BEER : A beer is better than a woman (in yor case, a man! ) eheh jpt bhayo!
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| Rusty |
Posted
on 02-May-03 10:40 AM
Oys said, "love is supposed to be unconditional re k ;) so first of all, u r not supposed to expect anything in return. "
-- That's very true
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| Lucifer |
Posted
on 02-May-03 03:55 PM
"unconditional love" nai gareko thiye
kehi kura expect pani gareko thiyena
tara mitho deu bachan sunna lai dherai expect gareko bhancha bhaney kura arkai ho oys jyu.
dukhauney ley mann dukhayera gayo....nisthuri ley thulo gau chadera gayo....aba ruyera ya karayera ke garnu?gunaso kaslai sunaunu?aba ta ma rukh bata jareko paat jastai hawa sanga udhdai matra jadai chu.Kunai din katai pugincha ki....????
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| Lucifer |
Posted
on 02-May-03 03:58 PM
Poonte moro ke garney timro bhai prem pujari ley saro naramro dhoka diyo malai.Aba ta ma marna matra baki cha.Mann ma dherai gau haru chan tara malham chai chaina."Kali sisi bottle" bhanda bottle flayeko jasto malai ni chadera arkai sanga gayo.
Btw did you get my $40 ko check?List ma mero naam first huna parchai hai.Aru ta mailey janeko chaina.
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| SimpleGal |
Posted
on 02-May-03 04:44 PM
Lucifer,
Nice poem.
Personally, I don't believe in all that unconditional sunconditional love sove. Hey, you don't give guys a second chance. If you experience dhoka, you say "get out boka!" No sitting and ansu bagaing....your tears are too precious my dear! A second chance will be followed by third and fourth till eternity and the poor gal is a perpetual roller coaster rider. No one deserves such treatment---not even male chauvinistic pigs! : P What say you the males in the house???
So my friend, get your line, hook, and bait and go fishing! Summer's here and so are fish in the ponds, lakes, and rivers!
In peace.
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| oys_chill |
Posted
on 02-May-03 05:20 PM
all i have to say is
"what you hear is not what you think, what you feel is not what you hear" :D
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| Lucifer |
Posted
on 02-May-03 07:38 PM
There can be unconditional love but it has to be both way....which is very hard to find these days.Somtimes when you are truly,madly and deeply in love I guess one tends to give his/her "soulmate"(love parda soulmate nai jasto lagcha) second chance cause we are all humans and we all make mistakes.And as girls are emotional fools they tend to give second chance and yes I WAS one of them.Maybe that is why guys tend to take girls for granted and tend to play with their emotions like it is just another bottle of beer.But really like your attitude simplegal "get out boka".I wish if all girls could be more like you.So have taken your advice and now am going fishing.Why don't you help me catch one?:)
Photo khoi ta?:S
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| isolated freak |
Posted
on 02-May-03 07:44 PM
ah! another male bashing thread. Tired of all this, really. Why is it that girls ae always right, no matter what and guys are always wrong? Aren't there creepy women?
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| touch_the_sky |
Posted
on 02-May-03 10:24 PM
Hey Lucifer, forget him whoever he was. He is not worthy of you. Go around with someone who loves you.
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| prempujari |
Posted
on 03-May-03 07:08 AM
aaaaaaaaaanch!!!
Luchyy... Who did that to you? Tell me who did that to you? Ima count his ribs, ani chop it into "syano syano" tukraa.... grrrr... who is PREM pujari??
Timro tragic poem sunera BRACED (remember him??) just went to coma re. Bharkhar bhetera aako ICU bata. Braced thought he was luchii ko lop, luchi ko arkai sanga tlagedy parya sunera sahanai nasaki murcha paryaa cha re!!!! :(
NICE POEM by the way Sajha bata CUT garera MUTU ma paste garya chu!! :D
Euta LOVE POEM ni jaawosh na!!
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| prempujari |
Posted
on 03-May-03 07:14 AM
Simpuuuuu!!!
Notion of Sunconditional sove sounds great to me!! How is it defined anyway?? ehhe
When you guys going for fishin' anyway ?? :D
oysssssssssssssa!!
>>>"what you hear is not what you think, what you feel is not what you hear"
where did that come from Brooooooooo!!!
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| dangggg |
Posted
on 03-May-03 07:54 AM
hyaaaaaaaaaa,
Mo ta prempujari jui lai lucier le ke bhanecha bhanera herna aako ta kaita po lekhya rahecha.
kya ho! junai thread ma ni lucer ko kabita cha. LUcier, your poems deserve to be published in a book, not just in this website. But keep them cummin' man.
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| Poonte |
Posted
on 03-May-03 08:10 AM
"Sunconditional" love is when you are sunbathing in a NUDE beach..."uni" le tan lotion daldindai...aafu, aru taruni lai check out gardai...DHUMBAA lai sodhnu parchha...asti bharkharai Jamaica ma testai garera aako re
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| SimpleGal |
Posted
on 03-May-03 09:08 AM
LOL @ Poo dai's definition of "sunconditional" love..... :)))))
Iso Freak n others,
Didn't mean to be male-bashing......catharsis bhannu paryo.... :))))
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| lonely |
Posted
on 03-May-03 08:53 PM
Simplegal,
unconditional love sive hunna re?? I think love ba condition bhayo bhane ta contract hunnna ra??? Are you talking about true love or true contract???? I am kind a confused...
New definition of sunconditional love...Poonteji that was great......
Lucifer, are you really coming out for fishing?? BTW which area are you looking for...just curious ni....
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| Lucifer |
Posted
on 03-May-03 10:49 PM
Lucifer still looking for machas but without luck.Any machas in USA?What happened to "prem pujari" kinda machas?So many questions but no answers????
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| PremPujari |
Posted
on 03-May-03 11:41 PM
>>What happened to "prem pujari" kinda machas?
Huhhh!! Kasto khaale macha? cool ki uncool??
Well, Prempujari is pretty uncool (as you've already known about it) who tries hard to act cool, wears a mask on his face to pretend he is cool, but falls flat right on his nose, when it really comes to show the coolness. So, did you mean machas as uncool as prempujari?
(I am sure you will ask me to define cool and uncool. ehh!! Please don't, since both you and I know what I am saying!!)
Too many questions, still unanswered!!
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| Lucifer |
Posted
on 04-May-03 12:43 AM
Cool ki uncool?still wanna continue that?Don't you think we should move on now?And hey I think "prem pujari" is really cool but just doesn't know that he is cool,atleast I find him cool.Who doesn't wear a mask?Take my hand and come to the reality and won't let you fall?and yes i meant machas as uncool or cool or whateva as premjuari.Once again wrong won't ask you to define it cause you and I both know the "truth" so let's stop pretendin?
ke cha bichar?shall we continue this on thai iced tea?
Too many question and am waiting for my unanswered answers....
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| ebony_firefly |
Posted
on 04-May-03 08:25 AM
o this place is still stag_nant
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| net_geeek |
Posted
on 04-May-03 04:23 PM
Somebody's got a serious problem here.....how cud u fall in luv with a geek on the net???? gosh......chatting is just a time pass, shud have known that before...
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| lonely |
Posted
on 04-May-03 04:54 PM
Lucifer,
Any luck yet??? Where are you fishing, any specific areas??
Ke ho sajha chat ma hunchha re timro baas??
Aajhai pani chha ki timro aash,
yo summer ma dami machha parne taal???
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| Rusty |
Posted
on 04-May-03 07:00 PM
!!!!
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| Lucifer |
Posted
on 04-May-03 10:34 PM
Net geek....who fell in love on the net?
Lonely...side haing?:)
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| net_geeek |
Posted
on 05-May-03 08:32 AM
i thought u did, lol....sorry my bad
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| lonely |
Posted
on 05-May-03 10:41 PM
Lucifer, u or me or both side hanig ha...
ke ho chat ma chaudi raichhau ni....timro barema dherai sunya thiye maile ta..
still interested ho..re kya
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