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| Lucifer |
Posted
on 02-May-03 07:44 PM
Life is so obtuse
As I try to come with other excuse.
We search for answers
So that it can make some sense
But it's like cancer.
Something that will never heal until we die.
But we want to know why
Before we die.
However,it's something that we will never know
Until we take a deep sleep forever.
Someone becomes no one and noone becomes someone,
Some with so much love,some have anger and hate.
We all have our own secrets,tragedy and guilt.
We deceive so much that now trust has become
nothing but just a word w/o any meaning.
Always running after money,fame and sex
That sometimes when I look at myself I feel disgusted
by myself.
We gossip about others and laugh at them when they are in pain,
But we never try to look at ourselves
And see the real us.
We are no better than them
And someday we might be in their situation.
I don't think I fit in this world
But hey!everyone thinks he/she is different
but still we try to be same and "sane".
Some things,so hard to understand,
Even if I try my best to see.
Ugliness all around us,
The beauty is far gone.
Love has become a joke
We destroy ourselves every single day,
We go through life thinking someday....oneday everything will be fine,
Such a long travel,
But in the end, there is nothing
I may be insane
but who are you to judge?
Normality is defined by this so called "society"
And what does society consider "normal"?
It's just masses of people having same opinion and beliefs
But what if I don't?
Just because I don't believe in what others,majority of ppl,do
I am insane?
This world is nothing but just another Freak Show
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| isolated freak |
Posted
on 02-May-03 08:05 PM
hmm do i smell Emily Dickinson here? Good poem.
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| Lucifer |
Posted
on 02-May-03 10:20 PM
I only smell lucifer here :)
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| SITARA |
Posted
on 03-May-03 05:55 AM
Lucifer, nice nice! Keep writing, it heals! :)
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| dangggg |
Posted
on 03-May-03 07:38 AM
Is Isolated Freak a part of that freak show????
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| isolated freak |
Posted
on 03-May-03 10:22 AM
Freak is a big fan of Emily Dickinson and this poem's message is quite similar to Dickinson's "Much madness is the divinest sense" poem. I am not a student of English Literature, nor i appreciate works of fiction writers, but Oscar Wilde and Emily Dickinson remain my favorite. Maybe I am just fascinated by their rather iconoclast views.. thaha chaina..
anyways, I am not involved in this poem. maybe Prem Pujari jyu is..
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| Gurl_Interrupted |
Posted
on 03-May-03 12:44 PM
Hey Lucifer, I feel the same
Perhaps like you, I have lost myself in this world's insane game.
I do the things I plan not to do
I forget to do the things I plan to do.
When I should be going west, I head east
and when I should be headed east, I go west.
Sometimes, I cry for my lost years, lost friends, lost journey and lost life
At other times, I celebrate for the same things, I must have cried myself to bed the other night.
Dunno what's right, who's right?
Who to listen to, who to look upto?
One moment, they appear to be heroes
Next, they don't.
I see, hear...and observe PpL. speaking on delicate matters
I stand aside and soak everything that they have to say
Not uttering a word.
How could I?
When I am still a learner, a traveller
just travelling until I have lost my share of living
and my need & desire of giving.
What can I give these 'Elite-the fortunate ones," of the society anyways?
They have everything they need
A warm bed, a car....a beautiful wife
Not unlike my poor brother down the street, who has to struggle every minute to live his life.
If I can give, it is to someone who is in need.
If I can speak and be a voice, it is for someone who has lost his voice.
If speaking for the marginalized makes me look insane
***** you!
What would you know, what it means to go to bed hungry?
How it feels to go to bed cold?
What it means to be a marginalized of the society.
You give speeches about being a life saver
when in reality, you are sucking their blood.
You have stripped them of their loved ones, their home, their dreams, visions and their life.
What haven't you done?
You have gone beyond the utmost imaginable horror possible.
How cruel could you get?
Perhaps, life could have been better for them, if you had stripped them too.
Did you leave them to be forever burned by their tortruitng-choking memroies?
To fill their life with hatred and meaninglessness?
To force them to sacrfice their life for the others of their kind?
Yet in the end you call them terrorists...
Terrorists? How inhumane and insane could you get to labelize them as being terrors,
when you are the biggest terror ever!
Aren't they the outcomes of your own creation?
of your own selfish desires and selfish needs?
Yet you ask and command to be respected
Something, one does not get through command and lies
Earn it, if you wish to be respected
Live it, if you wish to be accepted.
In your pursuit of being the best
I hope, wish and pray you do not pass away, yet like any other "I am the best's", w/o having been able to pass ur lifes test!
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| everythingzen21 |
Posted
on 03-May-03 07:50 PM
Lucifer, great thoughts.. streaming and flowing like a river in the midst of a storm..passionate..brother...But hey let me tell you something, you are not insane and alone on how u feel...A lot of the things you are lamenting and stating have also bothered me while I am struggling through these college years here...Life is nothing but a contradiction my friend...We are born with a boken cup under your pillows...suggesting that life is already torn before mended..It is important to realize that..which you do...and realizing that life is broken is a one true sane thing...but accepting it and being dynamic is important..introspect yourself, be honest with yourself, and find that one thing that you do in which you are truly one with yourself..and how you can contribute to life...your life..even though it is already broken....Good luck brother...
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| isolated freak |
Posted
on 03-May-03 08:13 PM
Girl Interrupted.. leftist tilt?
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| Gurl_Interrupted |
Posted
on 03-May-03 08:36 PM
Freak,
"Leftist tilt?" ? Am still naive in political language...
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| isolated freak |
Posted
on 03-May-03 08:40 PM
huna ta I am also naive when it comes to understanding political terms.. but, what i meant was, you seem to be attarcted to Marxism and all that.
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| Gurl_Interrupted |
Posted
on 03-May-03 09:14 PM
:-), Interesting observation :-)! Hm...I "seem to be attracted to marxism'" Perhaps! Dunno mate! Still searching my stand...not there yet! Actually, all these yrs, I have never ever shown any interest in any political matters as such nor supported any political leaders. But, I am sure, if someone is to speak to me...they would say the same thing u did. But I know for sure, I am against corrupted leaders and "you don't matter looks."
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| ebony_firefly |
Posted
on 04-May-03 08:51 AM
When all my criticism vanishes
when all my cynicism ceases
when all my bitterness dries up
then will i be able to appriciate,
and realise that
THIS LIFE IS NOT A FREAK SHOW~~
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| vivid |
Posted
on 04-May-03 11:53 AM
Ma ke dekhi raheki chu?
Ma ke suni raheki chu?
Bichyapta antma haruko krandan?
Aprapta jindagi ko spandan?
Chat bichat pokhiyeka asha haru?
Samhalina nasakeka nirasaharu?
Deurali ma tangiyeka dwaja jhai,
Pratek pal ko bahai sangai,
Phatphatai rahechan,
Kewal atmasanti ko kamana gardai???
The world is nothing but it is you who have to make it into everything!
Cheer not tears!
:)
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| Lucifer |
Posted
on 04-May-03 10:25 PM
Ebony,life is not a freak show but society is and beacuse society is a part of our live it makes life a freak show.
Girl inter....aaaaaccchhhhhh dami cha
Sitara thanks for the support :)
Everythingzen .... have no complains what good is it gonna do it me even if i complain about life but the "society" crap wants to make me puke.Specially the way you are judged.Btw I am not brother
Vivid....am trying to cheer not tear :)
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| Jezebel |
Posted
on 05-May-03 12:44 AM
Poets in the making huh....
Good job guys!
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| NepaliChica91 |
Posted
on 05-May-03 12:53 PM
very nice, keep up da good work!
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| PREMPUJARI |
Posted
on 05-May-03 03:36 PM
baba ba ba ba ba!!
Maha Kabiyetri Lucifer jyu!!
Hazur ta chaarai tiraa chaaai bakshya cha ni!!! Gazab cha baa, kasto kabita furyaa!!! Laxmi Prashad devkota le churot taanera kabita lekhchan bhanya sunera Churot taane, kabita furena, Ko-jaati Kabi le ke-jaati Ganja taanera lekhchan bhanya sunera gaanja taanera kabita lekhe, furena!! Rakshi taanera kabita lekhe, kabita furena!! Chaat maathi lekhe, toilet ma lekhe, khaat ma kolte-paltiyera lekhe, kabita furena!! Hoina yo kabita kasari lekhna sakyaa, haamlai ni sikaauna!!PLEASE!! Ke haami maatrai manche hoina? hamro matrai mutu chaina??
hehe!!!
(Khatara cha la!! ehh) aaaaaaaaaaaaaaanch!
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