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| Lucifer |
Posted
on 03-May-03 10:56 PM
They say outter appearance is not everything
It's the inside beauty that everyone looks for
But it's only a saying
Everyone looks at physical beauty
It is 'the truth'....the universal truth
How can I feel beautiful from inside when I am so ugly from outside?
It haunts me so much that now I have even lost my inner self
I try not to let the mirror bother me
But the way people treat me,the way their eyes look through me
I don't think I can let it not bother me
Why did God make me not as good as others?
Have lost my confidence in myself now
Maybe that's why I have become so quiet
The inferiority complex,just kills me
I ask myself,what I am good at?What I am good for?
Nothing,is the only answer I get
Actually,I am good at hurting loved ones
I am good at boring people and of course for self pity
Oh!I want all the attention all the time
I act to be nice and sweet
When,in truth,I am not
The mask of lie,nothing but the lie,that I put on everyday infront of people
Acting to be good,acting to be smart,acting as if I care and love everyone
How long can I go on with this pretense?
I hate it when people say "oh!don't feel it that way,for me you are really beautiful"
"You are so nice and kind and there are other qualities in you which makes you so special"
What a lie.
As if I don't have eyes or mirror???I know myself better than them
Who are they fooling?
I am dying from inside
Is there anyone who can just come and kill me?
And end this misery of mine once and for all?As I can't do it myself
'Misery' I say
Ha!How shallow can I be?
"Look around the world and what people just like you going through
You have such a great life and you say your little wretchedness is intolerable?
Or atleast that's how you make it sound,as if you are in great pain
Open up",I tell myself
And i feel more disgusted by myself
Everyone has his/her own defination of 'beauty'
And I am no beautiful from any of my defination
If only I had some inner beauty
If only I would stop this self-pity
My life is full of roses but I try to make it bed of thorns,with my little misfortunates
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| PremPujari |
Posted
on 03-May-03 11:26 PM
hmmm!!
Is this poem about youself?
If "no", then you have written pretty nice piece out there.
If "yes", then hey, do you feel better now? No, I don't have any "sweet words" for you, for they never help. Good to see you out there, venting out all the frustrations (if any!!). Got more? Spit it out!! If you need someone to blame it on, Blame it on me -- I am ready to stand on the spotlight for the sake of goodtime I had on chatroom!!!
You have a good one Girl!!
:D
(2:30 in the morning, and I am still awake!! Shoot, why do we have to sleep??)
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| Lucifer |
Posted
on 04-May-03 12:51 AM
Still questioning?
Let me "kill" your curiosity?
Yes it is
Maybe I should thank you for no sweet words?Yeah got losta "frustrations" but the question is,can you handle it?And aaaaaaccccchhhhh "goodtime on chatroom sake" now what about that thai iced tea?:) "Prem pujari" macha too slippery to catch....saying catch me if you can?i wonder....
Sing you a lullaby?
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| SITARA |
Posted
on 04-May-03 05:11 AM
Prem Pujari, a rare kinda fish, like no other in the sea! Girl don't go fishing cause you'll catch the wrong ones... let the right fish follow you to the banks of your vast ocean! All good things come to those who wait... all things run for those who chase!
Lucifer Nice poem, keep them coming, just don't blame your typhoon on one fish alone! :)
Tolya, I would read and reply!
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| PremPujari |
Posted
on 04-May-03 06:48 AM
Luciiiiiiiiiii aaaaaaaaaaanch!!
Bring it on!!! Sing me a "Lullaby", cry me a river ehhh. Don't ask me if I can handle it. What's the worst that could happen? "PremPujari" is too strong to die young!! But the question is (again), can you handle it?
aaaaaaaanch!!!
Prempujari sikkye hara macha!! hehehh.
Sitara jyu, Your sweet words are going to give me diabetes one of these days.. ehh!!! :D
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| Lucifer |
Posted
on 04-May-03 10:29 PM
Prem pujari,let me indeed sing you a lullaby and have already cried a river so let's smile mountain high.What worst can happen you ask?Nothing my dear....life can't get worst than this once you hit the bottom rock.And yeah won't let you die as I shall give you my magic CPR.Aaaaacchhhhhh!!!!
Your words so magical that Harry Potter is thinking about becoming a monk.
Still waiting for phone to ring????
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| Jezebel |
Posted
on 05-May-03 12:23 AM
It is true.....everyone is shallow whether they admit it or not.
Welcome to the real world ppl!
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| Jezebel |
Posted
on 05-May-03 12:37 AM
Erm... I forgot to mention .....There is some consolation though.....
For men....make lots of dough...you will get any babe you want!.....if gorgeous golddiggers are what you are looking for.
For Women.....make lots of dough too......get a plastic surgery....you will get any man you want!....if six pack, hunky golddiggers are what you are looking for.....
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| dangggg |
Posted
on 05-May-03 07:07 AM
Sajha Sajha in the web, who's that neppa posting all those crap???
in search of "short and sweet" postings.
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| Poonte |
Posted
on 05-May-03 08:05 AM
Hetterika..aba dekhi machha khaanai sakdina hola...PP ko yaad aunchha... :(
Haina tyo poem chai based on true feelings ho? Tyo aina ko galti haina yaar...aankha le dhoka deko...ali yesso angle milayera hernus na, Luci jyu...aankha michnus...ani ramro dekhinchha...mero tero bhundi ra talu ta kya syausi dekhchhu ma...harek bihana 30 minute jatti aina ma ghurya ghurai hunchhu! Herna jannu parchha kya ;) Arule je sukai bhaneni--raamro ya naramro--aafaina ma nirbhar garchha re aafno khushi...
la, arko pali, tyo aina herna aghi, yesso gahiiiiiiiiiiiro saas fernus...aafuma biswas garnus, ani JUST BE YOURSELF! tespachhi aina herda ramri laagena bhana malai bhanus...ma tyo aina lai chakana chur paardinchhu!
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