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   Frozen moments in time, Stopped hourgla 15-Jul-03 rebel
     I would love to beat the face, Of any m 17-Jul-03 rebelismyname
       All over with, F@#k all the flags, the 17-Jul-03 rebelismyname
         KEY TO NOTHING no more doors no more 17-Jul-03 rebelismyname
           Sticker this, censor this, ban this We' 17-Jul-03 rebelismyname
             i thought your name was mudvayne at lea 17-Jul-03 whine and chij
               I fell asleep on the beach and in my d 17-Jul-03 p.
                 W$C yeah all the credit go to mudvayn 17-Jul-03 rebelismyname
                   you almost threw me by ending the first 17-Jul-03 whine and chij
                     Testify by rage against the machine T 18-Jul-03 rebelismyname


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rebel Posted on 15-Jul-03 02:50 PM

Frozen moments in time,
Stopped hourglass,
They predicate, what you will know,
Dispositions lie within,
And so do we,
Don't want to run.
Don't want to hide,
Renounce the prayers for inspiration,
If you dictate what I will be
Then smash my face upon the concrete I'm weary,

I feel the stares piercing,
So sorry to soil your precious eyes,
Reflections spoon-feed you,
The bitterness and disgust that is me,
If you choose to reach out to lend to me,
I'll chew off your hand

I'm not beggin' for your f@#kin' change
I'm not beggin' for your f@#kin' change
I'm in touch with myself,
All alone within myself,
All one. Alone

Do what you will make it the whole of your law,
Burn down the faith that shadows life
And take a deeper look inside of what makes you
Pull down the shades internal light can be blinding
Brilliance
I'm not begging for your f@#kin' change,
I'm just begging for a f@#kin' change,
Complacence quenched of me

Lineage is ending

I am that, once was me, rising upward, guts wrenching
Sculpted cold, blistering, break the mold, sever me

Cut your throat, be the martyr, bitter pills, that we swallow,

Take me, chase me, swallow with me

Know, now, know, now

Inside of truth, coming to, close to me, ground consumes and embraces
me
Now forever

Born again,
I'm repositioning,
Self inside to self non-dimensional,
Lost to being,
I've recognized the cause,
Existence to come, alive now forever

I am once was
...that is me
I am once was,
That is me

I'm broken altered vacillating force,
Round square corners circles dance around wet figures,
Prisoner of time I'm no more,
Insight will guide us through the majesty of nothing,
It's like I'm touched with love by angel girl,
Let bastards rot in time for all their evil,
Let bastards rot in time for all their evil,
Let bastards rot in tim

Rebel
rebelismyname Posted on 17-Jul-03 01:36 PM

I would love to beat the face,
Of any mother f@#ker that's thinkin' they can change me,
White knuckles grip pushing through for the gold,
If you're wantin' a piece of me I broke the mother f@#kin' mold,
I'm drowning in your wake
Shit rubbed in my face
Teething on concrete
Gums bleeding

Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was slowly changing

I struggle in violated space,
Sell out motherf@#kers in the biz that try to f@ck me,
Hang from their T's rated P.G. insight,
I ain't sellin' my soul when there's nothing to buy
I'm livid in my space
Pissing in my face
F@#k you while you try
To f@ck me

Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was you ain't f@#kin' changing me

Let me help you tie the rope around your neck,
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge,
Let me help you hold the glock against your head
Let me help you tie the rope around your neck,
Let me help to talk you the wrong way off the ledge,
Let me help you hold the glock up to your head,
Let me help to chain the weights onto your legs
Get on the plank f@#k

Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I am rearranging
Dig bury me underneath
Everything that I was slowly changing
Wish you were committing
Suicide suckin' on a mother f@#kin' tailpipe
Dead man dangling from a tight rope
Limbless in the middle of a channel bomb
rebelismyname Posted on 17-Jul-03 01:42 PM

All over with,
F@#k all the flags, the greed, the world leaders
Run for the fence
We're coming, We're killing, We're changing the faces
Believe in yourself
Let go of ego strenghten within yourself all over with
We're coming, We're killing, We're changing the faces

I'm killing, every f@#king thing until somebody gets the f@#king point, the point I'm trying to make
I lead, the mice on parade,
Down to the river of Kool Aid, and open up the flood gates
I need a barrel of Cyanide; a pile of Strychnine untill the whole damn world is dead
Start over again

All over with,
F@#k all the flags, the greed, the world leaders
Run for the fence
We're coming, We're killing, We're changing the faces

Stop talking, negotiating,
Your feeble attempts towards world peace,
Gimme a f@#king break
Need world-wide genocide, planetary suicide and when the whole damn world is f@#king dead...
there's your f@#king peace

All over with,
F@#k all the flags, the greed, the world leaders
Run for the fence
We're coming, We're killing, We're changing the faces
Believe in yourself
Let go of ego strenghten within yourself all over with
We're coming, We're killing, We're changing the faces

Oxygen wasters... Come on!

We've come... to save you, to save you from yourselfs

Kill or be killed

All over with,
F@#k all the flags, the greed, the world leaders
Run for the fence
We're coming, We're killing, We're changing the faces
Believe in yourself
Let go of ego strenghten within yourself all over with
We're coming, We're killing, We're changing the faces

rebelismyname Posted on 17-Jul-03 01:48 PM

KEY TO NOTHING

no more doors
no more locks
no more windows
no more box
no more
no less
no more six foot digs
no more hypocrites
no more emptiness
no more consequence
no more puppet strings
no more disease
no more growing up
no more happiness
no more lying down
no more complacence
i have... i hold the key... to nothing... it's a small
killing
murder... murders in the hands... of
motion... as it seems to be
no more nothing
no more anything
no more you
no more me
no more posturing victories
no more nations to defeat
no more speaking truth
no more deceit
no more holding down
no more pushing me
no more new world order
no more anarchy
i have... i hold the key... to nothing... it's a small
killing
murder... murders in the hands... of motion... as
it seems to be
i'm washing my hands... of the whole thing
i want no more nothing
i have... i hold the key... to nothing... it's a small
killing
murder... murders in the hands... of motion... as
it seems to be
i'm washing my hands, of everything...
of everything we are

REBEL
rebelismyname Posted on 17-Jul-03 01:51 PM

Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced...

Listen here...

Is it a possibility?
That we're all just equal,
Slam the power down
Abusing...
Does it pss you off to be beat at your own game
You lead us with false morals and shelter reality
No more...we're not buying your product when
You're selling
The words preaching silence

Insult me in my home,
When you were never invited,
To live life on your curve
Frustrating,
Throw sticks into the spokes,
To relieve insecurities,
Stifle all ascension and sticker our freedom
Of speech

Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm silenced...

Don't tell me what I want
Don't tell me what I need
Don't tell me how I need to feel
I feel, goddamn nothing
Dig the eyes out of my face and I can still see right
F@#kin' through you,
F@#k you and everything you are,
I'm me, we're us and that's all
Closed mind with a forum to criticize,
Keep your policy and I've got mine
Exploit me, fabricate your lies
We empower these cowards just to be left in
Silence

Listen here...

Stand on my soapbox,
And speak my own peace,
Whatever you may think,
It's real,
Prevail through what is me,
And step on your beliefs
Thieving spineless sellouts, robbing our integrity

Sticker this, censor this, ban this
We've got something to say
Police this, condemn this, damn this
We'll be heard anyway
Middle finger is the flag that I wave when I'm ...

whine and chij Posted on 17-Jul-03 01:52 PM

i thought your name was mudvayne
at least give them credit
p. Posted on 17-Jul-03 01:58 PM

I fell asleep on the
beach and in my
dream it's you I see
it's you I feel
it's you I need.

I try to see what you
don't see in me.
I saw a light in the sky
that shone so bright

What could it be? It's
thee I see next to me
in my dreams
you will always be
the one for me
rebelismyname Posted on 17-Jul-03 02:01 PM

W$C

yeah all the credit go to mudvayne. I ain't saying that these are written by me. where are u from by the way? I never met any nepali here in east coast who has similar music interest as I do.

here's another one from them

When passion's lost and all the trust is gone,
Way too far, for way too long
Children crying, cast out and neglected,
Only in a world so cold, only in a world
This cold
Hold the hand of your best friend, look into their eyes
Then watch them drift away
Some might say, we've done the wrong things,
For way too long, for way too long

Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us

Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(F@#king head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold

burning whispers, Remind me of the days,
I was left alone, in a world this cold
Guilty of the same things, provoked by
The cause,
I've left alone, in a world so cold
Fever inside the storm,
So I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us

Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(F@#king head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold

I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(F@#king head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold

Why does everyone feel like my enemy,
Don't want any part of depression or
Darkness, I've had enough
sick and tired, bring the sun, or I'm gone,
Or I'm gone

I'm backing out, I'm no pawn,
No mother-fu@#king slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone else
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything

Backing out, giving up, no mother-f@#king
Slave to this,
Never lied
Never left
Never lived
Never loved
Never lost
Never hurt
Never worry about being me, or anyone lese
Not a care, no concern, don't give a shit about
Anything,

I need to find a darkened corner,
A lightless corner,
Where it's safer and calmer,

I'm turning away.
Away from the name
(Calling your names)
Away from the stones
(Throw sticks and stones)
'Cause I'm through mending the wounds of us

Keep your thorns
'Cause I'm running away,
Away from the games
(F@#king head games)
Away from the space
(Hate this head space)
The circumstances of a world so cold

I'm flying, I'm flying away,
Away from the names
(Calling your names)
Away from the games
(F@#king head games)
The circumstances of a world so cold

whine and chij Posted on 17-Jul-03 02:19 PM

you almost threw me by ending the first one with one of your screennames. try sticking with one screenname, too, though that's your business. be cool, east coast.
rebelismyname Posted on 18-Jul-03 12:06 PM

Testify by rage against the machine

The movie ran through me
The Glamour subdue me
The tabloid untie me
Im empty please fill me
Mister anchor assure me
That Baghdad is burning
Your voice it is so soothing
That cunning mantra of killing
I need you my witness
To dress this up so bloodless
To numb me and purge me now
Of thoughts of blaming you
Yes the car is our wheelchair
My witness your coughing
Oily silence mocks the legless
Boys who travel now in coffins

On the corner (corner)
The jurys sleepless (sleepless)
We found your weakness (weakness)
And its right outside your door

Now testify
Now testify
Its right outside your door
Now testify
Yes testify
Its right outside your door

With precision you feed me
My witness Im hungry
Your temple it calms me
So I can carry on
My slaving, sweating,
The skin right off my bones
On a bed of fire Im choking
On the smoke that fills my home
The wrecking ball is rushing
Witness your blushing
The pipeline is gushing
While here we lie in tombs

While on the corner (corner)
The jurys sleepless (sleepless)
We found your weakness (weakness)
And its right outside your door

Now testify
Yeah testify
Its right outside your door
Now Testify
Now Testify
And its right outside your door

Mass graves for the pump and the price is set, and the price is set
Mass graves for the pump and the price is set, and the price is set
Mass graves for the pump and the price is set, and the price is set
Mass graves for the pump and the price is set, and the price is set

Who controls the past now controls the future
Who controls the present now controls the past
Who controls the past now controls the future
Who controls the present now?

Now Testify
Testify
Its right outside your door
Now Testify
Testify
Its right outside your door