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on 04-Jul-01 03:02 AM
I notice, much to my amusement, that my anonymous attackers with known names also relish pointing out that "Ashutosh Tiwari is so insecure about this and that . . ." as though being insecure were a negative thing and required (gasp, choke!!) psychoanalysis!! (See the story below!) These attackers' strategy goes like this: One posts against me. Then another posts his agreement usually in deliberate broken English and affected type-faces. Then they further post under other names, leading to further agreement with one another re: what a jerk this Ashu guy is and this leads to further anti-Ashu postings. This is all very clever in that reading all these attacks from various names may make OTHER non-suspecting readers think that "My God, looks like EVERYONE is against this Ashu guy, so this guy must be a jerk." My attackers goal then is: Discredit Ashutosh Tiwari as a pathetic loser and no-good, insecure guy. Fantastic. But I find this all very funny, and very entertaining indeed, and I love it. Fortunately, having dealt with these buggers on SCN before, I am familiar with their methods, and can only smile when I recognize the same methods at play here. After all, the creativity of that one cheeky little bugger does run from mere A to B; so what can you do except sit back and enjoy the show? As far as the issue of insecurity is concerned, Shailesh Nath Gongal, who spends all his waking hours to make GBNC Board a vibrant place, once told me that during his orientation week at MIT's Urban Planning program, even professors there were openly admitting insecurity about being at MIT, about not doing enough research . . . about not being the best of the best in their fields. The lesson I learnt from Shailesh Nath Gongal (I love the way that whole wonderful name -- like some preppy name -- rolls off my tongue!) was: If world-class MIT professors have/have were secure enough to share their insecurities publicly so as to be even better and work even harder, then, hey, who are you and I to NOT feel insecure once in a while about anything in life? Maybe, learning from Shailesh Nath Gongal's professors, we all need, you know, just a little insecurity now and then so that we don't rest easy today and forever strive to be better tomorrow than we are today. oohi perfectly secure about being, you know, insecure ashu
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