| patali |
Posted
on 19-Nov-03 09:36 AM
The heart aches when it tries to remember the past.. all the chapters have been closed.. nothing is the same.. there were millions of transformations through which the time forced it had to pass though.. but it still looks the same.. though the way it looks at things isn’t the same…this brought many new changes to everything around it… it saw countless episodes.. but unlike the hindi serials.. these episodes of the serials didn’t last for a long period of time… they only lasted for few weeks or months..
This heart could not dare to have it all for itself….it looked for someone with whom it could share all its feelings.. looked here and there.. waited at some places thinking it found what it has been looking for since long time.. but sooner or later it had to face the reality.. that this place was not the place where it wanted to be… after it realizing that it was just the illusion of the destination but not the destination.. it continued the journey, the walk to find a partner.. to share the joys and sorrows… even though there were much more sorrows than joys… the partner, the mate never came in front of it.This heart never found one.. all of faces came and went. like a storm.. came without any warnings and went as well without any warnings.. whenever it felt like, it found a partner in this crowd.. this heart was mistaken.. It ran after few souls thinking that they could be its partner.. but none of them were what it was looking for.... it got scattered into million pieces when this realized … now this heart wants to collect the pieces and continue with the journey of life which doesn’t look like it is going to end soon… to continue this rough journey it needs to collect the pieces.. but collecting these pieces means looking back at the road which it just pasted but this heart doesn’t want to look back.. we don’t get everything we want.. we can’t do everything we want.. so it has to look back no matter what! but this heart doesn’t have the strength to do it all by itself.. and it doesn’t know where to start from.. how to start.. what is the new hope … where it wants to go after collecting the pieces.. where to set the destination of life! All that this heart can do at this moment is collect the pieces and tighten them together so that it doesn’t have to look at those episodes ever again after this... and no one will be able to break this heart ever again! It has to remember this episode of life and never try to re-run it.
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