| always looser |
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on 03-Dec-03 02:10 AM
I met a white blonde european girl in work 8 months ago.Something happens that we started to attract each other.First we started to talk in the work and then met in weekends right in first week. I was so unsure for the next but we did it again.
She had a boyfriend back home. She said she just had an affair 2 months before coming here. She also said that she know better to me than him obviously in all this month.We had a first kiss after 4 months and then more after that.We started to call boyfriend and girlfriend each other.Though her boyfriend keeps on sending atleast one text message per day, which irritates me so much. I often ask her what the hell is this. She use to say, This is because All that words he gave to me and all the passion he shows to me I can't end in the phone call. When I go back home I have to say him in person that " Look you are not for me". I just keep myeslf in a peace for a while and next thing comes in my mind WWill she really do hat?", Liar.
Her parents know about her boyfriend back home. They think that he is a perfect match for her. Blonde.They knew as time passes by her own daughter that She is roaming with the nepalese boy. They hate the asian in the first place and in the second place a NEPALIS after all.They even thought that I am on her back due to the immigration cause so that I may have the EU passport. I explained her My nepalese passport is better than any other as long as I have ability to work and study abroad. She said I knew I love you and there is no concern with that again. She keeps on defending me from her parents.
We almost had every type of pleasure,sad moments and She even cried many times because of pain I gave in misunderstanding. Like discos and all that. Even after all that She left me a note inside my pillow " I love you, kiss you , miss u and see you my ****ALWAYS LOOSER). Before heading back to her country. Next day, morning before her flight we promised to meet again no matter what, It could possibly be in our next summer holiday.
I know that bastard is waiting with a roses in the airport. And there is a weakness in girl that they paralysed in front of roses.It was on last sunday.Today its three day I missed her and she already sent me seven text message in my mobile.
God knows what will happen next. Because this true love. I am just wondering if her racist parent can change her . Or if that basterd can manage to take her back again.Dilema.But one heart says that she will definitely come back to me.
-looser
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