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| smiling_hurt |
Posted
on 17-Mar-04 05:00 AM
hi guys greetings,
I justy wanna know what U guys think about online love??
I know I really sound stupid here when I say that I am in love with a girl whom I havent even seen in pictures. but one of her friend told me that shes preety ...heheheh
This girl I met her online month ago and we really shared lotta things she know everything about me and I do hers she's so caring n lovin I havent seen her though but when ever I close my eyes n think about her I feel like she's close to me..
I dont know whY ? how ? or when I got this kinda feelings towards her.. the first time we met she showed me couppla her poems n the second time she just left me without sain a thing and I got such a bad feeling that I wrote a stupid poem ( in nepali) hehe
check this out:-
Delicated 2 mysterious-keti (till that time she didnt told me her name)
kina reesako hola ma sanga???
maile ta kehi bujhna sakina..
timi sanga mero nata kehi thiyena,
sayad tehai bhayera maile timi lai rokna sakina,
tara man le bhancha kehi ta cha,
jo maile timi lai bhulauna sakina,
timi sanga dui char kura garera man lai bujhauthe,
abba ta khai tyo pani huna sakina,
man ma hajaar prasna haru chodera gayau,
jass ko uttar maile pauna sakina,
kina?? kina yesto gareki holin ?
kehi bhaneko jasto pani ta lagdaina ,
feri kina??kina?
sayad hamroo biswas ko dor nai kamzor theayo ,
jo maile timi lai bandhera rakhna sakina...................Ajay
And from here I really got strange kinda feelings like I just wanna keep on thinkin about her and from here I use hang online waitin for her to come...
We use to chat like 4 , 5 hours a day on the mic and eachday I was gettin closer to her there was somthin new .
check this one I wrote this when I was thinkin about her just felt like writtin what's on my mind
and here comes again another stupid poem from the deapth of my heart hehehehe
Is this Love??
what's goin on?
Am I in love?
since I have met U
I feel the sense of hope,
I have'nt seen you though,
But I can feel you inside,
Since u came in my life,
I have been more alive,
Whenever I think about you,
It makes me feel so relief
Even when I am all alone& feeling cold,
I am smilling all alone,
Cause you are in my thought's
When ever I am alone in my room,
I just keep thinking about you,
I never felt this bad,
When sombody knock's at my door,
Cause I just wanna be alone in my dreamworld,
It's you girl that I was waiting for,
But I can't show you my feeling's
Because of the wall,
Since I have known you,
I wanna know you more & more,
When I am with you ,
I feel like I am in a mysterious world,
And I see notthing but you & only you,
I donno why I feel like ur being true ,
It's amazing the way I trusted you,
You share your thought's & I tell you mine,
The eviroment around me was never this fine,
Day by day I am getting close to you,
And everytime I find somthing new in you.....( 2 Be continued) Cause I really dont know how far it will go...
And I showed her this poem and told her that I love you on valentines day she said notthin on that day..
later after couppla days she told me that she dont have that kinda feelings for me & she sweard on her mom that she dont love me ...but I never felt bad for what she said.cause I really got a strong feeling that she is the one , and one day she will love me too when she will come to know how much I love her..and see we still see eachother and notthin changed we still talk on the mic for hours n we are Muchmore closer than we were .
she called me this mornin but i didnt picked up the phone cause I felt like why to waste her bucks for notthin and than later I saw her offline messages it was somthin like this:-
I just called to say that I wont be able to come nline on thursday just called to say you this but U didnt answerd ur mobile,,,and eat well n all.......heheheh she cares a lot about me.. I really love her more than anything else in the world..she's really the sweetest girl I ever met ( somtimes bitter)heheh
This days I am missin her a lot..and when ever I think deeply about her I feel like there a fire burnin deep inside me and I cant help myself...
somtimes I feel like cryin yaar cant wait to hold her in my arms...
wish I was good enough to fit in her arms....
ohhh no gotta stop here cause my storys never gonna end...hehehehe
sorry yaar guys hope I didnt bored U...
Ok guys gotta go
you guys always take care...
............ Love you all................
..........................byeee
......................AjaY...
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| timefly |
Posted
on 17-Mar-04 05:48 AM
Well, it's not that bad but DON'T GET INTO SOMETHING LIKE THIS!!!
As all of you are well aware, online computers are often used to engage in cybersex(in your case love). Detailed and erotic fantasies are typed into the computer to be instantly transmitted over the Internet. Sometimes these harmless fantasies become fairly raunchy and urges the love- chemical secreted inside the brain that makes your life miserable as harmone ups and downs your so-called feelings ;) . This is not the case with the following transcript of an actual on-line cybersex session. Either this guy is clueless or has the greatest sense of humour known to mankind.
Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like?
Sweetheart: I am wearing an expensive red silk blouse, a black leather mini skirt and high heeled boots. I am tan and very buffed. I workout everyday. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like?
Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 lb. I wear glasses and have on a pair of blue sweatpants I just bought at Walmart. I'm also wearing an old T-shirt, it's got some barbecue sauce stains on it and it smells kind of funny.
Sweetheart: I want you. Would you like to screw me?
Wellhung: OK.
Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my nightstand. I look up into your eyes and I'm smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and I begin to feel your huge swelling bulge.
Wellhung: I'm gulping. I'm beginning to sweat.
Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest.
Wellhung: Now, I'm unbuttoning your blouse. My hands are trembling.
Sweetheart: I'm moaning softly.
Wellhung: I'm taking hold of your blouse and I'm sliding it softly off.
Sweetheart: I'm throwing my head back in pleasure. The cool silk slides off of my warm body. I'm rubbing your bulge faster now, rubbing and pulling.
Wellhung: My hand suddenly jerks spastically and tears a hole in your blouse. I'm sorry.
Sweetheart: That's, OK. It wasn't really too expensive.
Wellhung: I'll pay for it.
Sweetheart: Don't worry about it! I'm wearing a lacy black bra, my soft breasts are rising and falling as I breathe harder and harder.
Wellhung: I'm fumbling with the clasp of your bra, I think it's stuck. Do you have scissors?
Sweetheart: I take your hand and kiss it softly, I reach behind my back and undo the clasp. My bra slides off. The cool air caresses my breasts, my nipples are erect for you.
Wellhung: How did you do that? I'm picking up the bra and inspecting the clasp.
Sweetheart: I'm arching my back. Oh baby, I just want to feel your tongue all over me.
Wellhung: I'm dropping the bra. Now I'm licking your, you know, breasts. They're neat!
Sweetheart: I'm running my fingers through your hair. Now I'm nibbling your ear.
Wellhung: I suddenly sneeze. Your breasts are covered with spit and phlegm.
Sweetheart: WHAT?
Wellhung: I'm so sorry. Really.
Sweetheart: I'm wiping your phlegm off of my breasts with the remains of my blouse.
Wellhung: I'm taking your sopping wet blouse from you and throwing it in the corner of the room.
Sweetheart: OK. I'm pulling your sweatpants down and rubbing your hard tool.
Wellhung: I'm screaming like a woman! Your hands are cold! Yeee!
Sweetheart: I'm pulling up my miniskirt. Take off my panties.
Wellhung: I'm pulling off your panties. My tongue is going all over, in and out and nibbling on you. ummm, wait a second.
Sweetheart: What's the matter?
Wellhung: I've got a pubic hair caught in my throat. I'm choking.
Sweetheart: Are you OK?
Wellhung: I'm having a coughing fit. I'm turning all red.
Sweetheart: Is there anything I can do to help?
Wellhung: I'm running to the kitchen. Choking wildly. Looking for a cup. Where do you keep your cups?
Sweetheart: In the cabinet to the right of the sink!
Wellhung: I'm drinking a cup of water. There that's better.
Sweetheart: Come back to me, lover.
Wellhung: I'm washing the cup now.
Sweetheart: I'm aching for you lover.
Wellhung: Now I'm drying the cup. I'm putting it back in the cabinet. And now I'm walking back to the bedroom. Wait it's dark, I'm lost. Where is the bedroom?
Sweetheart: Last door on the left at the end of the hall.
Wellhung: I found it.
Sweetheart: I'm tugging off your pants. I want you so badly.
Wellhung: Me too.
Sweetheart: I kiss you passionately. Our naked bodies pressed against each other.
Wellhung: Your face is pushing my glasses into my face. It hurts.
Sweetheart: Why don't you take your glasses off?
Wellhung: OK. But I can't see very well. I'm placing my glasses on the nightstand.
Sweetheart: I'm bending over the bed. Give it to me baby!
Wellhung: I have to pee. I'm fumbling my way blindly to the bathroom.
Sweetheart: Hurry back lover.
Wellhung: I find the bathroom and it's dark. I'm feeling around for the toilet and lift the lid.
Sweetheart: I'm waiting eagerly for your return.
Wellhung: I'm done going. I'm feeling around for the flush handle. Uh-oh!
Sweetheart: What's the matter now?
Wellhung: I just realised I peed in your hamper. Sorry again. I'm walking back to the bed now. Blindly feeling my way.
Sweetheart: Mmmm, yes. Come on.
Wellhung: Now I'm going to put my, you know, thing in your umm, woman's thing.
Sweetheart: Yes! Do it, Baby! Do it!
Wellhung: I'm touching your smooth butt. It feels so nice. Ma'am, I'm having a little problem here.
Sweetheart: I'm moving my ass back and forth. I can't wait another second. Slide it in! Screw me!
Wellhung: I'm flaccid.
Sweetheart: WHAT?
Wellhung: I'm limp. I can't sustain an erection.
Sweetheart: I'm standing up and turning around; an incredulous look on my face.
Wellhung: I'm shrugging with a sad look on my face, my weiner all floppy. I'm looking for my glasses to see what the problem is.
Sweetheart: NO! Never mind. I'm getting dressed, I'm putting on my underwear and my wet nasty blouse.
Wellhung: No wait. I can't find the night table. I'm reaching across the dresser, knocking off cans of hairspray, your picture frames and your candles.
Sweetheart: I'm buttoning my blouse. I'm putting on my shoes.
Wellhung: Now I've found my glasses. My God! One of your candles fell on the curtain! The curtain is on fire. I'm pointing at it with a shocked look on my face.
Sweetheart: Go to hell! I'm logging off, LOSER!
Wellhung: Now the carpet is on fire! Nooooooo!
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| czar |
Posted
on 17-Mar-04 10:18 PM
Some time ago there was a series of tasteless art on appendages. Now this rather over the top point on online sex. I would assume that soft porn would be offensive to our general readership?
Perhaps I maybe a tad fastidious, but is the above posting the type of content that is suitable for the general readership here? Sajha has a diversity of readership, some of who are in their early teens.
But in making the case for freedom of expression, some level of thought also needs to be made on the suitability of the content.
So San can't possibly police every single posting. Therefore, as responsible participants here, it falls within the realm of our responsibility to exercise some level of judgment on what we post.
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| ke_sh_u |
Posted
on 18-Mar-04 12:24 AM
I agree with Czar. No doubt on that!!
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| smiling_hurt |
Posted
on 18-Mar-04 02:24 PM
I am not sexually attracted toward her
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| INdisGuise |
Posted
on 18-Mar-04 08:05 PM
If you not sexually attracted to her then is it more like brotherly love??? Well am confused ... all in Jest,
Indisguise:p
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| babaal |
Posted
on 18-Mar-04 08:07 PM
sisterly, may be?
;)
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