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laying bare my heart

   My dear, i haven't left any stone unt 25-Mar-04 SimpleGal
     SG, Is this your same MR. Tender or a 25-Mar-04 east coast boy
       Simple girl, time and tide wait for no m 25-Mar-04 Zombie
         Dear Simpuuu, I don't know how we fel 26-Mar-04 u_day
           U-day, you crack me up :) 27-Mar-04 SimpleGal
             What????? u_day...you got the same le 27-Mar-04 Poonte
               How are you feeling now SG, Finally h 29-Mar-04 forget-me-not
                 AHmm AHmm.. U_Day broo.. DAAl mein kucch 29-Mar-04 ProudNepali
                   Simpu are you and me the same person OR 29-Mar-04 MeErA
                     Hey sis, That was a very touching let 29-Mar-04 GurL_Interrupted
                       has* 29-Mar-04 GurL_Interrupted
                         G_I baini, Thanks for your kind words 29-Mar-04 SimpleGal
                           Proud Bro! Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... 29-Mar-04 u_day
                             Uday, I was doing google map search to f 29-Mar-04 MeErA
                               Thanks sis :). Danggguuu, U can ca 29-Mar-04 GurL_Interrupted
                                 Meeerrrrrrruuuuuuu :), How u beeeeeee 29-Mar-04 GurL_Interrupted
                                   G_I! Now you sound like Montou (with hi 29-Mar-04 u_day
                                     Eeeeh Dangggguuu, Ma Montou dai ko ba 29-Mar-04 GurL_Interrupted
                                       D'oh I'm sorry G_I. I was just trying 29-Mar-04 u_day
It's too late :O! Where were u? Huh huh 29-Mar-04 GurL_Interrupted
   it ain't partna................... m her 29-Mar-04 yOuNgBlOoDz
     Don't worry meerrruu, if u_day eve comes 30-Mar-04 Poonte
       wow I am really jealous simpu....who 30-Mar-04 MRI
         Hahahahaha.... Poonate dai that was f 30-Mar-04 dangggg


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SimpleGal Posted on 25-Mar-04 02:53 PM

My dear,

i haven't left any stone unturned to get in touch with you. i accept the fact that i hurt you by deciding to part ways. and trust me, i have suffered along with you!!! it was a hasty decision born from my prior heartbreak. but strangely enough, that decision has been an eye-opener and has suddenly, mysteriously, swept away the thick film of doubt, reservation, hurt, anger, frustration, and other things that my previous heartbreak had left on my heart. my heart is now free from those malignant emotions that had plagued me for long. and without knowing it, memories of our talks, our meeting, your deep gaze, your loving attempts to touch me, your affectionate words--they dawned on me after that thick film was brushed away at the instant that i spoke those harsh words to you. love in a most unexpected way has blossomed in me for you. you, who are emotional yourself, of all people, will surely understand what i mean. knowing you, hearing your assuring voice, catching your shy glances at me, feeling your penetrating gaze, these are things that promise a lifetime of love and romance to me. things that i've craved from a man all my life. please don't tell me that they have changed their mind and abandoned me with your return back home. i was hasty with my decision, but i am persistent with my feelings and my pursuit of you. it is when you lose the people or things that you were oblivious to that you realize how much they meant to you. my dear, that has been my experience in the past few days since our last conversation. i don't know how else to convince you except to lay bare my heart in front of you! yes, you may find another woman. but you will surely not find another one who loves you the way love has made me realize that i love you.

i can only imagine how much you must be suffering from my cruel, unexpected words. but you cannot imagine how much I also have suffered under the burden of my rash decision. i have been ruthless to myself in denying the happiness that you sought to bring in my life. don't tell me dear that i have lost it....i want to return that happiness with my heart to you!! you must not be angry with me. and the fact that you are reveals to me how much YOU love me too.

love beckons us once in life bhanchhan; it beckoned me and i shunned it off. and now it beckons you, and i hope you don't repeat my mistake!

with an aching heart,
Simpuu
east coast boy Posted on 25-Mar-04 04:43 PM

SG,

Is this your same MR. Tender or another one?

good luck
Zombie Posted on 25-Mar-04 05:58 PM

Simple girl, time and tide wait for no man . So chill and enjoy.
u_day Posted on 26-Mar-04 10:49 PM

Dear Simpuuu,

I don't know how we felt apart. Maybe it was the distance or the choices we made in life that parted our ways. Maybe you were busy with your life; maybe you had other important things to deal with rather than talking to me and hearing my complaints. I don't think I would be wrong when I say that I have suffered more than you! Because I loved hearing your sweet voice on the phone, hearing your rapports on life and what it holds for me. You were always ready to greet me even though my phone call was interrupting in your quality time. Trust me! It was not I, who wanted to stop our once-a-week contacts because I would never do that; I couldn't even if I tried. I would be bored out of my mind driving on that monotonous Highway. But those phone calls became more than my sole purpose of making that hour-long drive short and sweet and utilizing the time. My ears always longed to hear those sweet words of yours and you were always in my thoughts although I didn’t see your number everytime my cell phone beeped and my ears didn’t get to hear your tone. Soon my cell phone stopped beeping and I never heard from you.......

I was surprised and glad at the same time to hear your cute voice in my mailbox the other night. I am sorry for not calling you back right away. I was not sure if I should contact you and interrupt you again. But now your letter above gave me that little bit of push I needed to call you back. Maybe we should continue our weekly ritual of me calling you while driving and disturbing your quality time of listening classical Hindi Gazals.

Anxious to hear your sweet words again,
U-day
SimpleGal Posted on 27-Mar-04 08:52 AM

U-day, you crack me up :)
Poonte Posted on 27-Mar-04 09:48 AM

What?????

u_day...you got the same letter from Simpuu??? I also got one yesterday! Simpuuuuuu...what's going on??? :s

:p

Feelings ta nikai genuine jasto chha ni, simpuu..ko ho tyo lucky keto? Ahem, Ahem! Galae mei khich khich...vicks ki goli se kuch nahi hone wala!
forget-me-not Posted on 29-Mar-04 01:32 PM

How are you feeling now SG,

Finally happy, ha??? I am also happy for you two too....
ProudNepali Posted on 29-Mar-04 01:41 PM

AHmm AHmm.. U_Day broo.. DAAl mein kuccha kala dekhta ki nahin..?

I hope you guys have a happy ending.
(Could you tell me is simpu is same as Meera?? and if she is the same person who according to you and this sajha told us made a hugee decision which didn't sound so good?)
OOOps am I digging the hole or making a bridge instead?
I am a Subchchintak of yours.
U-day Bro.. GOodlucK

jai Nepal
MeErA Posted on 29-Mar-04 02:59 PM

Simpu are you and me the same person
OR
is U_Day double timing
AND
both of us seem to have forgotten about U_Dayani (female U_Day)

:-) :-) :-)
GurL_Interrupted Posted on 29-Mar-04 03:35 PM

Hey sis,

That was a very touching letter. I hope & pray, u get ur love back...becoz u r one of the nicest persons I have come across in my lifetime :), and someone with a nicest heart shud get all the beautiful things in life :).

And sis, 'member once, I was telling 'bout something. Been a looong time...that I told u 'bout it. Everything went smoothly...All the things that I had wanted to do, I did it...I got my message across :). And w/ God's grace, I walked away with lot more than I had gone there with...making my loved ones, frens, myself...but most of all, God & all womankind...esp. the marginalized ones, proud :). Thank u so much for ur trust & encouragement :), coz it sure did help me add one more jewel to my crown & one of the sweetest memories to the pages of m life :).

I wanted to tell u this for a loooooooooong time, but never bumped across u, so here I am today. Thank u so much once again :). I wish you the 'BEST' that life had to offer :).

Take care.

W/ Love-Sis Always,
G_I
GurL_Interrupted Posted on 29-Mar-04 03:36 PM

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SimpleGal Posted on 29-Mar-04 03:46 PM

G_I baini,

Thanks for your kind words dear. I'm so happy to know things went well for you. :)

PN,

A rose by any name smells as sweet, so Meera even if SimpleGal called,or SimpleGal even if Meera called, would still retain that near perfection that she owns with either name! ;)

Dost that answer your query sir? ;)

(All in jest)

FMN,
Thanks for your well-wishes....all's well that ends well. And things have ended well, haven't they? ;)
u_day Posted on 29-Mar-04 03:52 PM

Proud Bro!
Shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... don't tell meera about this thread.


Dyaumn!
MeERA already posted a comment.

Meera Darling! Baby, I'm not 2 timing. There is nothing going on between simpu and me. Ignore this thread. It is totally fictional.

GurL_Interrupted wrote:
>> God & all womankind...esp. the marginalized ones, proud :).
I didn't know that you're sexist, gurluuu....hehehehe


blah,
U_day
MeErA Posted on 29-Mar-04 04:07 PM

Uday, I was doing google map search to find the way of Trishuli river.

Kaso, u clarified :-)

Puts her hand in her heart and in a dramatic manner says, "Mero ta mutu nai dhuk dhuk bhayeko, atma hatya garnu paryo bhanera."

:-) hehe :-)

I look upon Simplegal, she is awesome.

GurL_Interrupted Posted on 29-Mar-04 04:12 PM

Thanks sis :).

Danggguuu,

U can call it sexist dear :), if that's how I sound :)!...But, I am sure, God had a purpose in His mind for making me a gurL/Woman :-) or making me go thru all kinds of experiences (happy/sad...) I have had to go through thus far in my life :). I gotta use, what I know am good at :), don't u think? & besides THE MAIN GOAL of whatever I was a part of was to especially be a voice for woman, esp. the marginalized ones. That's coz I'm a GurL/Woman & that platform at that particular moment was jus superb to do that! Hence I wrote that, but that doesn't mean I only made women...marginalized proud :). That's what I think. Who knows, others might not think the same way :).

Tell me, r u not proud of me Danggguuu? ;=O! U will get the answer to ur own question/statement :O!
GurL_Interrupted Posted on 29-Mar-04 04:15 PM

Meeerrrrrrruuuuuuu :),

How u beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen? Shining bright and cheeerrrry as everrr :)! U go GurL :)! Alrity guys, Take care! Hastamanyana!
u_day Posted on 29-Mar-04 04:17 PM

G_I!
Now you sound like Montou (with his grace)

common girl, I was just kidding.

u_day
GurL_Interrupted Posted on 29-Mar-04 04:23 PM

Eeeeh Dangggguuu,

Ma Montou dai ko baini ho ni :O! Duh!! Eggsssss on ur head...but then, how will I make my omelette this evening? :O! Poo me, go to bed Hoongrrry?

Danggggu, stop pulling my legs, didn't I tell u, it has been sprained twice in the past :'(! Duh duh Duh!! :========================D!
u_day Posted on 29-Mar-04 04:25 PM

D'oh

I'm sorry G_I. I was just trying to make you taller....hehehhe
GurL_Interrupted Posted on 29-Mar-04 04:28 PM

It's too late :O! Where were u? Huh huh huh? When Pulling my leg would have helped me be like 6 'least :'(! Now, it's only going to give me bruises :D! Do u want me to go 'round limping? ? Huh huh huh, is that ? u want?

Danggguuu, ? u doing here? :O :D!
yOuNgBlOoDz Posted on 29-Mar-04 08:30 PM

it ain't partna................... m here..... lookin fo meh...... i neva pull ya legsssssssssss
m here with a martini fo ya


join meh

Poonte Posted on 30-Mar-04 01:08 AM

Don't worry meerrruu, if u_day eve comes near simpuu, he wil get the best of me...re kya! ehehe

Meri pyaari simpuuuuuuu,

Garmi mahina ma khal-khali pasina aayeko timro kaakhi ma lukeko samjhanchhu...kaam baata farkesi timro moja sugheko miss garchhu...timra godaa ka mayal ko tarkari...timra jumra/leekha bhuteko...timra nangra le chithoriyeko...meri priyesiiiiiiii...

eeeeeeeeeeewwwww...Poonte boulayo aba! Call 911!
MRI Posted on 30-Mar-04 07:08 AM

wow

I am really jealous simpu....who is that lucky guy?

Happy for u

oohi lambu
MRI
dangggg Posted on 30-Mar-04 07:19 AM

Hahahahaha....

Poonate dai that was funny:-)


hahahahahahahah.........