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| coldfirestone |
Posted
on 22-Apr-04 01:50 PM
cool days! no tension! purse used to be full of rhinos and i used to think life was beautiful and easy.
There was a cute girl in my class! her name was something starting with A and of course i used to give her A by evaluating her beautiness. She used to be open and friendly with me. She used to share her launch with me sometimes! we used to sit in the ground and talk in the halftime of winterdays! We began to be close to each other!
And you guess!!!
friends started to consider us as lovers. They started calling each of us with opposite name. She got my name and i got her name and it was really a fun. She was not angry with that. instead she just gave smile to everyone who called her by name!!
It went that way for few months. Later i also began to feel love. I liked to say her that i loved her but i never could despite the openness in our conversations. We used to joke about eachother. She used to ask me if i had any girlfriend and i used to say that it was she! But, she didn't use to take that seriously. She just used to give smile or laugh!!!
Time passed that way and we arrived close to the iron gate exam!!! I decided to give up thinking about romantic feelings and concentrated on my study!! I did contacted her sometimes but conversation were more about study rather than anything! We took the exam! I don't know it was fortune or coincidence, she was in my class room for the exam! it gave me energy and confidence during the exam!! during the exam she used to give a bright smile when our eyes collided!!!
Las day of exam!! she was more beautiful to me than ever! it was the health exam but i was not prepared well and i was afraid of that! The feeling of getting separated was also taking away my concentration. i did average in the exam!!
Our contact was lost suddenly without any reason!!! She went to Ktm immediately after the exam and i stayed at my home!
Results published!
Our school got a excellent result and it had organized a graduation day ceremony on the occasion of it for the first time in its history!! There she was in the front row! she was looking more beautiful! my heart was pouding as if it was soon going to brust!!! There were a lot of people. She was with her family and i didn't get chance to go and talk to her. At the end of the ceremony she came to me and wished "All the best" for my study!! i didn't know what to say! I just said "thank you" and "good luck to you too"!
But my heart was not happy in those words! i wanted to say " i love you" and ebmrace her in my arms in the joy of two achievments at the same time! but before i finished thinking this her parents came and asked her to move!! She left!!
It was already night! There was fool moon in the sky! I didn't know what i would do next!! suddenly my friend asked me to leave for home!!! I didn't get sleep that night! and the next morning i tried to call at her home!!! and somebody said " she left for Kathmandu early morning"
Helpless!! i never got her contact address later!!! as i didn't go to Kathmandu before finishing 12th grade!
I did find her address and tried to call her several times but she was never there! i don't know what she were doing! she was always busy and out of home!!!
Recently, i heard a news from my friend that she is engaged!!!
Soon she is going to get married!!! I have nothing to say now and i can not do anything other than just remembering my peculiar high school story!!!
I am sharing this story with you all !! because sharing relieves the pain!!
This is the most reminding story of my life till now and i want to overwrite it with a true and joyous romantic story.
That is why i am searching a girlfriend!!!
Cold firestone
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| coldfirestone |
Posted
on 22-Apr-04 01:54 PM
Send comments folks!
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| scatterbrain |
Posted
on 22-Apr-04 01:55 PM
15 gate ho Haribansha jastai ho som? Hehe, my best wishes for your search!
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| ncobain |
Posted
on 22-Apr-04 02:16 PM
hey coldfirestone,
i understood your high school ko story however i didn't understand the relevance of the relentless search for a girlfriend with your story. i did read in your other post that girls have never been able to understand you but in your story it is evident that she enjoyed being with you while you guys were in school. too bad it didn't work the way you must have planned.
there is no point in being restless and desperate to find a girl through sajha. be patient and you would meet the girl made for you.
Peace
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| valron |
Posted
on 22-Apr-04 02:28 PM
This sounds like a story from one of those sad-romance movies. Not like watch them, ya know. But it sound sad. All i can say is that u shouldn't be too upset about it. This sorta stuff happens to everyone of us once in a while.
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