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on 24-Apr-04 10:10 PM
Beware (Amateur writer) : Many grammars and spelling errors might exist, so read at your own risk :)
Quotes makes him go.
Bholi kasle dekheko cha, na timile, na maile, tara sapana timro ni cha mero ni. Like Madhyana sang it and he is living it, "Jindagi KO ke bharosha, yo ta sano khelauna ho, diu aankhama ek ma hanso arko ma ruhai cha".
Every night when he slams himself on the bed tired, he questions himself "bholi k huncha hola", and he "himself" tries to seek the answer.
Once James Dean, had said it and he dreams it, "Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you will die today." He closes his eyes and sees everything that he had wanted all his life, everything looked so beautiful and peaceful even if it was for a moment, even if it was on his dream, while closing his eyes. When he shuts those eyes down, opening it again feels like having to breathe where there is no air, no oxygen. He knows, what he dreams, is just a dream, what is real, is his captivated loneliness and himself trying to survive on a world that is filled with fears.
As, Roosevelt said it and he does it, "Far and away the best prize that life offers is the chance to work hard at worth doing." He does everything to move on, to get over with today and step into tomorrow, for a better future and experience the wonderful tomorrow.
But again, and again Einstein said it, and he feels it in every breathe of his life, "The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the source of all true art and science." Yes, its mysterious, it’s the mystery that excites him and sometimes it fills his eyes with water, that is pouring out from his heart.
Someone had said it though, and he finds it very true too, "All sunshine makes a desert." He sometimes disagrees, agrees, laughs, cries, yells and screams, and that what makes him, HIM not ME not you.
Something he once said it, and still says it to himself, "people are selfish, societies are barriers, world is a battlefield, so to rise up, you need to be giving, defeat the odds, do your best, believe your heart beats not your mind clicks, and burry your own flag in this huge battlefield”.
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