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| nescient |
Posted
on 10-Jun-04 09:57 PM
Don't know when it started
Don't ask me how either.
At first, it was just friendship
A very beautiful one indeed
A friend for whom I would embrace even death, with delight
A friend without whom I could not live
They say when one is in love, it is not someone with whom you can live with
But it is someone without whom you can't live
All this time I thought it was a best "friend" kinda love
Just didn't realize it was a best friend like soulmate love
How could I not see it was not just friendship?
So blind I had made myself
Shut down my heart for love, or any feelings
You came in my life
Touched my wounded heart
And with your love,understanding and friendship healed all my pain
During that process,you filled my heart with love....love for you
without you or me realizing
Sadly it was too late when I understood it
Why did it take me so long?
To know my true feelings for you?
So many times I have asked myself
Answer I get, want to make me shoot myself
It was all just "friendship"....I had made myself believe
Never opened my eyes wide enough to see it could be more?
I always said 'i want to be with someone like you'
But not even once I saw 'someone like you' could be you?
Just pretended not to see,I suppose
Now,thousand miles apart
and you say you are going even further away
I know you have to leave
But still,till my last breathe I will ask you to stay
Impossible I know
but there is always 0.000001%of hope
An optimist should i say?
Even after you are gone
You will always be in my heart
You have imprinted your love in me
And no one,not even you,can remove it
My love,so what if we can't be together?
Our love,atleast mine,will never die
With every sunrise,with every heart beat
my love shall shine
The sun does set everyday
But it also does rise every next day....
"Life is such a B*itch"
like you always say.
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| Dananah |
Posted
on 10-Jun-04 10:18 PM
sometimes...there comes a time..when we cant say anything..but to just sit down...appreciate and applaud...i think this is the time....wah!! nice one there..nescient...name chai wrong chalayo jsato cha hehe..eally nice..one..:D
more pls..:D
cheers..:D
(i think i felt smthing like this before thats why hehe..ma chai...no more hiding ni...declare all that is in me heart...like im currenlty doing....:D..)
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| nescient |
Posted
on 10-Jun-04 10:48 PM
Dananah: I hope things will work out for you.
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| aayush |
Posted
on 10-Jun-04 11:07 PM
Thumbs up to u nescient!!!!! very touching.....very creative.......love it!!!!!
But its also like a wake up call......i kinnda relate it to myself......good work, u go gurl!!!
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| nescient |
Posted
on 10-Jun-04 11:23 PM
Aayush: Better make the move,before you lose her/him.
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| Dominatrix |
Posted
on 11-Jun-04 02:40 AM
Nescient sis....wonderful....very touching rite to the core..bless u darlin... ;ox
Domi
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| Dananah |
Posted
on 11-Jun-04 03:50 AM
nescient...bahini!!!(MUHHAHAHAHA!! i declared u as me bahini..no more bhais bhujish!!! DAI ho ma abo.:P)
dun worry ni..everything will work out...one way or another..:D
thanks for the concern though...with ppl like u..thinking ..hoping things go right for me..well can they ever go wrong..;)
once again..poem chai..Khatrrra hai...can ever praise it enuf..;)
*stands up and givers nescient a long..long..very long..standing ovation applause..*
anyway mero topahni here..hehehe....ma chai ullai haerna janu parla..
u take care hai..:D
aayush..wake up call??hopeu woke up like me and hehe..wht u waitng for mate..go now..and tell us the khuss khabbar asap ;)...
ki laat maarey ra..pathaidim..:P
topahni!!!..wah!!!me here too ni..;)...came to be beside ur nick ni..;)
(ral life ma no chance..:S...sajha..ma chai..guess i take everu chance..:)..)
justs feels so good to see me nick neside urs ;)...doesnt matter if me in on top or..me bottom..:P(kaha dekin nahuney nahuney joke po yaad ayo..:P..told with good intentions hai..;)..u know i wnna be both on top and bottom hoina..;)..)
la ma chai..going..2 more post i need to be beside u..before anyone takes it..if anyone dares!!!GRRRRR!!!!!
Mwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh
cheers everyone..smile..cos the smiling queen is here..;)(was hehe)
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| nescient |
Posted
on 11-Jun-04 09:16 AM
Dominatrix: Bless you too!!
Dananah: Instead of calling me bhainee, maybe you should start calling me didi?But yes this bhai tika,do expect a call from him.I am really flattered and right now I am speechless.But one thing,MUAHHHHhh :)
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| aayush |
Posted
on 11-Jun-04 09:13 PM
Nescient.... by the way, i am "she"...i thought my name is pretty clear to dictate that but guess not huh? i think i should add "a" and make it aayusha....
anyway, there is nothing to loose right now but i could very well relate my past experince with "some" very dear frens whose friendship i took it for granted....i don't regret it like ur poem says but now i will difintely give it a thought if needed.......
Once again, very touching poem.....good work.........
Dananah....not everyone is lucky like u to find someone who makes u feel soooo pagaal :o) btw, good choice, domi is quite a character and i am her fan too.....like her personality......good luck to ya..........
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| nescient |
Posted
on 12-Jun-04 01:35 AM
Aayush: It can be a guy's name.With added "a" it will definitely sound like a girl's name.Sorry my bad.But thanks!!
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