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| Xena |
Posted
on 08-Mar-02 12:07 PM
My heart cries all day long
My heart cries for the lost love
for the lost friend
My heart cries with utter silence
WHen it gets so quiet
Off I put the light
and sit beside the coach
Just thinking about you!
A small smile elopes from my lips
Thinking of the funny things
that you used to do
Playful as one can be
But sweet as sweetness can be
My heart remembers your every move
Eyes look to see you again
Nowhere around, not in room
Not in city, not even in another land
Neither angry nor sad
Heart remembers you're gone
That's when my heart cries
Not just day but all night long!
Xena
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| Pokche Prasad Pyakhurel |
Posted
on 08-Mar-02 01:16 PM
So that's why Xena got cancelled...
lovestruck amazon couldn't fight the bad guys.
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| Xena |
Posted
on 08-Mar-02 01:22 PM
Name does imply whether a person is good or bad...it'ds just a name after all. And for god sake...I ain't the xena of the TV show...I'm Xena from Nepal...i'll say it's just a tiny little thought....sorry but my name bothers you but it's my name and can't change it.....sorry Frien'
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| Me |
Posted
on 08-Mar-02 01:37 PM
Xena!!
Your name's cool. The poem is cool too. You know what.. I guess a lot of people can relate themselves with it. It definitely takes a lot of guts to let other people know about your deep personal feelings like that. Not a lot of people can do that.
By the way!.. Would I be getting too personal if I were to ask you about your relationship?
Me
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| Xena |
Posted
on 08-Mar-02 10:03 PM
Me..thankx once again...
well..I write poems and there is certainly some kind of an inspiration from my own personal life. It sure wouldn't be too personal to ask about him either. It'
s because...there is as well as there isn't anyone at all in my life...it's a sort of fantasy world I live in..dream things that may not even be true..hope for things that may not even exist in this world..it's my own little sweet world where these things occur and make me happy and make me sad...it'd what people call a dream world...tha's where I ove to be in..
Xena
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| Me |
Posted
on 09-Mar-02 12:08 AM
"Nothing happens unless first a dream"
Xena,
It was no surprise to me that the poem you wrote was from your personal experience. Only something that personal can be that good, I just wish it was a happy poem. It's so sad 'cause it seems you have given up the idea of living your dream. There is no such thing as a true dream or a false dream. You can make it as real as you want to, or let it be... just a dream, and that's not bad either. At least you dream, it would be a great tragedy if you did not have a dream. I have mine that I love too. Guess everyone has a dream they want to come true.. though it might mean hoping for things that might not exist... but you know... hope springs eternal... hmmm.. so I guess it's up to us to create the things even if it doesn't exist.... and make our dreams come true. Try and make yours come true.
Take care
Me
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| xena |
Posted
on 09-Mar-02 10:30 AM
ME...
When you say things the way you do...it seems as if it were real. I love my dream too...but always wonder if it'll ever be true. I wish I could change things around me...I wish I could get what i really pray for from deep down my heart. what ever you wrote..made me belive that may be one day it might come true...Thankyou for saying what you said...Coz I was in the midst of dream and reality not knowing which way to go as either way had nothing but sorrow.
Friend,
Xena
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| naresh_karki |
Posted
on 09-Mar-02 11:13 AM
Hello Xena,
This poem is a great creation. I wish I could express my feelings in poem the way you did in this.
About dream and reality both are interrelated entities. First we see dream, then we try to transform it reality. Sometimes we get success and sometimes not.
You aren’t only one who could not get love. It happened to me. Then I try to convince myself that on one is final resort to anyone. Its like...." tuu nahi to kohi aur shai.....kohi aur nahi to fir aru khohi shai". I am telling these out of my personal experiences. I am sure if you follow this, you might get your smile back.
Just forget your past and look the promising future coming towards you.
Naresh Karki
Baltimore
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| Xena |
Posted
on 19-Mar-02 01:54 PM
Friends, Thankx for saying that my poem was nice....
Here is the second part of it...
My heart cries all day long
My heart cries remembering you
My eyes seek for your presence again
The warmth, The Love
that we shared
He's dead, He's gone forever
Cries out the grey sky
Rain pours, clouds scream
Winds blows pushing windows
What's left for me, I think
Nothing here, my world is you
His face shows up in my mind
The smiling face with black hair
Falling over sparkling eyes
I shout, are you here?
Are you here with me?
No answer, silence just silence
Tapping of water, knocking of window
Nobody but me
I cry aloud
For the lost love
Tears roll down, hands on my face
heart still calls his name
Come back soon, don't leave me
I keep repeating with his name
Sadness outside and within me
I just cry, an endless cry
crying is what I do everynight
For the lost love,
For the lost friend
Crying is all I can do throughout my life....
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