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on 10-Jul-02 05:12 PM
I tried to change the job for
>a good one, but never succeeded as such. I never knew such an industrially
>advance country is still socially backward and the racism is still
>prevailing in the devastating way. Merely being a British Passport holder
>is nothing great, merely complying with all the professional examinations
>and tests & trainings is not of more importance, what actually is important
>is you should be WHITE and should have whitish background and should come
>from either UK & commonwealth or US or EU to settle in as a first class
>citizen in this part of the world. Well believe it or not 2002 is my 8th
>year in London and 5th year as a British Citizen but still I am not getting
>better opportunities as the real white people are. I have now realised that
>a friend of mine who had come to the UK to do the same course as I did was
>very fortunate though he did not get the license to practice here as he had
>committed some small errors and had to go back home. But I never made any
>mistake in my profession and I was so damn perfect in judging the patients
>but that?s not the way it is so I am very depressed and frustrated. I am
>married now with a woman, who is some 15 years older to me, and she is a
>British white and I did so to change my life and the attitude of people
>towards me. But every time I see the mirror I see a HE-BITCH, a greedy dog
>who is just ready to pounce on the bones thrown by the Londoners. I cannot
>even go back to Nepal because I have lost my self-respect. I am sure that
>you would not believe that I am working as a waiter cum barman in an
>Italian restaurant owned by my wife on part time wage rate basis. This is
>not my life style as a third grade citizen here, this is the life style of
>some 6,000 people who had come to UK as students in the last 15 years. I am
>damn sure not even 10 individuals are in the reputed positions no matter
>what qualification they possess and no matter how talented they are. I have
>a friend of mine from Nepal who is a Chartered Accountant from the
>Institute of Chartered Accountants of England and Wales, who also holds a
>free work permit to work here in the UK but trust me he is an utility
>worker in my wife?s restaurant. Likewise is the case with few friends who
>came here to do their further education, but are still working as a waiters
>or barman or utility workers or drivers or cleaners. One of my friends did
>his Masters in Chemical Engineering and who is here in the UK to complete
>the 10th year as a student and apply for the British Citizen rights is
>working as a cleaner in Wimbledon Lawn tennis courts. Likewise is the case
>with other doctors, chartered accountants, engineers, ex-army men etc., so
>don?t get excited to come here, this place is not meant for us, don?t
>commit the same mistake as I did. And if any Nepali says it to the people
>back home in Nepal that he is demanding a high respect as a good
>professional or holding a reputed position in an organisation here in
>London, that is a clear lie, I swear that is impossible in the case with
>Nepalese in every nooks and corners of the UK. Dear friends I am suffering
>from HIV positive that I acquired from my British wife who has a good
>background of working in a London based BAR and I think I would not survive
>for more than 3 years so please forward this mail to all the Nepalese
>students who want to come to UK, the country full of racism and the
>Nepalese students who are already here in the UK to go back because Nepal
>is heaven for us as that is our mother land, the golden land. Please help
>our mother develop, don?t waste your time and career by trying to come or
>reside in this kind of place. Please help Nepal develop. Don?t be a
>HE-Bitch like me.
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