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| oys_chill |
Posted
on 30-Jul-02 10:34 AM
" Hey Oys,Sorry for the late response.
Oys, Dashain doesn’t feel like Dashain anymore. There are hardly any kites in the sky. (WHY??). All the guys have left Kathmandu it seems. or maybe its just the incessant rainfall Honestly, there aren’t even guys teasing me in the streets of my neighborhood; they have disappeared too. Its strange, but I miss them. They have been part of my life and not seeing them anymore seems very void, something that has transpired for the worse, not better. All I see around me are security guards with their rifles gazing at me from head to toe and a few taxi drivers in the bus stops.
To add to my woes, my friend Sami surprised me in college today with the news that she’s leaving for US very soon. For me its not a surprise anymore. That’s the fifth friend from my class alone leaving for states recently. The trend is on. Maybe I will give her your email address; she’s my friend after all. Have your classes begun? How many years more left to complete your BS? and don't know what I will be doing for the next two years. I will be staying all-alone in the class now. Everyone is heading towards USA. Don't know how much they have to work out there.Heard sometime back from sudeep that he works 19 hours a day
Today, we decided to go to a new discotheque. There are teenagers everywhere shaking and beaming with their parents’ money. U know oys, Suddenly looks like, everyone has become rich in ktm. Am I the only one in shock seeing a teenager play around with a thousand rupee bill ? Its become an everyday thing now. As much fun we have out here in our college, its nothing like what it used to be. Everyone pays for me and buys me gifts. Is it because I am a gal? I don’t enjoy this inside. It was much more fun when I bought French fries and ice cream for Suman which he indulged every bit of it without sharing. That was bliss, this is pain for me. Heard he has a Vietnamese girl friend now..same old innovative suman!!
All I have left are few memoirs of our school days that make me tick. Well, life is all but a compromise, those who left the country at least can write their own destiny, for few like us our future is predestined.
When I read your mails, I feel enraged sometimes: C’mon what on earth could possibly frustrate you out there? I am telling you, time and again, Don’t come back. There’s nothing out here. Besides, what are you going to do..alone? Remember Oys, there’s a whole selfish world vs you. Try to make your mark out there, and embellish your life. That’s what I hope to hear from you.
Next time you come back, maybe you can bring some gifts, not for me. But for my kids…haha… So long for today. Stay focused, and maybe you should stop worrying bout Nepal and worry more about yourself.
So long for now,
Sathi
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| way to go! |
Posted
on 30-Jul-02 10:56 AM
Very Good one oys!.... Somehow truth strikes you!
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| sangey |
Posted
on 30-Jul-02 11:22 AM
Wow! That is the only word I can think of. Wow!
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| galfren |
Posted
on 30-Jul-02 11:28 AM
Vietnamese galfriend ^ _ ^
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| Dai |
Posted
on 30-Jul-02 11:50 AM
It's sad but it's awesome:)
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| deep |
Posted
on 30-Jul-02 12:54 PM
Nice going....
After all, Handigaule na ho, ki kaso?
(You identified yourself as a Handigaule in "Greater Handigau" thread. Didn't you?)
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| oys_chill |
Posted
on 30-Jul-02 01:03 PM
AM a handigaonle after all definitely!!!
and thanx for posting...except that i recognized myself as oys chill there as well..
I really enjoy your post as well, handigaonle bro((DEEEP) :)..thoes are really deep and neat postings u do.btw, what happend to that thread(greater handigaon), it was inspiring so many other threads..suddenly, boom!bash!pow!!
chill oys :)
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| sam gamjee |
Posted
on 30-Jul-02 04:05 PM
oyster ji
is this a self-motivation article that u came up with??i certainly need a couple of those!!hang in there buddy two more years and ur gonna take conn. by storm
CHILL till then
by the way i am sam gamjee from lord of the rings ..am a hobbit .friends of merry and FRODO BAGGINS..ma mareko chu ki chaina taha chaina tara aba ek dui din ma taaha huncha hola ..malai orcs harule k garcha herdai jaun..bachiyo bhane i will keep on coming back talk to u later freak on leash?
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| Diva_Starz |
Posted
on 30-Jul-02 07:05 PM
Oyster,
I too seek for solace in the bitter truth sometimes....
I know, its not unusual to feel the poignancy of time passing, a comfortable melancholy full of evidence of ones own lengthening existence here. We get nostalgic and sometimes the scenario is so hopeless, we anticipate nothing rather then the crowd of familiar faces tryin' to console us "hey, everything's gonna be alright", but this anticipation gets fractured often by present reality, unfulfilled wishes, vague but tenacious..........
But still don't forget ...there's sunshine after rain, do your best n hope for the better anywhere...either here or there.
Anyway, nice going comfu...keep your soul intact!
Peace
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| Oys_Chilll |
Posted
on 30-Jul-02 08:10 PM
What the hell is wrong with diva and samjhee? nways, thanx for yor comments fellas!!
Well, the piece above is based entirely on the email i got from my friend a few days ago. It was just my new shot of experimentation into writing? I can't even do that DUHHHH!! come and make my summer eheh.....To be honest fellas, I didn't even change the names? and here's what i get as criticism?
Well, to point out the subtle reality is my only point. I am one of the least creative and imaginative guys I KNOW. So i don't dwell in fiction for long...
As for samjhee, you seem to know me too well, i don't watch movies for your information, so forget lord of the rings or lord of the flies. Next time, you support me dude, do leave some clues so that I maybe able to find out who u r ;)
I know the kind of articles you guys wanna read....lemme find some interesting emails a'rite ;) soon my memory lane will return back to fulfill your fantasies ;)
till then, CHILL and PASs oUT!!
oys
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| Diva_Starz |
Posted
on 30-Jul-02 09:03 PM
Oyster,
Was i criticising you? (duh, didn't intend to do that...well can't trust my fingers anymore!:)
just wanna quote someone anonymous "the dark threads are as needed...in the weaver's skillful hand..."
Anyway, enjoyed going through your post..it was awesome!
Peace
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| Junkie |
Posted
on 30-Jul-02 10:26 PM
Like Diva, I too enjoyed the monologue. A biting reality .....
Holi doesn't seem like holi anymore. Tthere were those when there water was scare but lola plenty and the inevitable prey, the innocent gals. Strike them get a snaring bite, miss them and get a piercing look (like that from deep dai's fictitious character thulo kanchhi) ...... That was then .....
NOW: water as scarce as ever, lola plenty but no one to strike. All that's left bitter sweet memories. The only solace atleast I got to strike ...... and the only other satisfaction, given the water shortage, good luck to new genration kids ..... I am relieved that my daughter won't be "nee-thuk-rakka" ...... phew
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| deep |
Posted
on 31-Jul-02 09:27 AM
Junkie,
Lola ko kura garera feri praksdai' ko bahini samjhaideko bhanya? Afule lola handa ta uniharule piercing bhanda pani chappale look dinthe....
Aja timro koora chalyo mutu bhitra chhura chalyo..
.....(Udaya Sotang)
Lola, karuwa..(Karuwa bhanda Karuna Yaad aai...bhaihalyo...), jacket bhitra lola chalauda chaludai futera afai dhwasta....sabai din haru...
Jhal jhali aankha ma .......jhal jhali aankhama
(Usha Mangeskar?)
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| Suna |
Posted
on 31-Jul-02 09:37 AM
Deep:
I happen to like that song a lot!
aja timro kura chalyo
.......
balla balla bhareyko ghauma...
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| deep |
Posted
on 31-Jul-02 09:54 AM
Suna,
Ke koora garnu......
pahilo kura ta ghau lagnu nai naramaro.....lagi sakepachhi ta jhan awastha darlagdo hunchha....aalo ghau bhanda dherai dukhadai hunchha ni baljhecko ghau...double dose hunchha ni pain ko...euta baljheko ghau ko dukha tyasmathi tyo aatit ko din jasle original ghau deko thiyo tyasko samjhana....
Aaja timro kura chalyo...mutu bhitra churaaaaaaaaaaa chalyo
Balla balla bhareko ghauuuuma...feri euta chiraaaaaaaaaaaa paryo....
life is a slow poison, it finally kills you one day!
Sorry, oys. Thread alikati bangyaidiye maile. Tara kuro ta memory lane kai ho ni!
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| oys_chilll |
Posted
on 31-Jul-02 11:18 AM
no problem at all deep BRo.........I'd never imagined it would reach this far..btw,
I used to love that song, "JHALJHALEE AANKHA MA" very gripping tone ..miss it..haven't heard that for long......thanx for reviving it..
and mandi..........ehhe i was jus kiddin..no worries ;)
Junkie bro, are u still writing from yor roommate's diary or what? PHEW!!! looks like u have quit it ;) nice to see that
chill oys
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| LUCIFER666 |
Posted
on 31-Jul-02 11:22 AM
Man oys....ya got the thing so rel.....reading it i was like its from someone here but.....knowing ya well...ya are so right ya know...abt the dashain thing...no kintes....no guys hanging around doign nothing...abt the new(we'er old i guess) teens gdettign thru life on money.....man it looks like i jumped into a newplanet...what'll happen to ya wehn ya get here...i mean i just came from delhi adn ya ........well what ya wrote man its real cool.....i guess going to USA is another trend but bro thass what everyone wants maybe they don't knwot he bare realities btu everyone wanna try their luck int eh land of opportunities...adn i wish e'm luck i wish maself luck,....just for hpoing to get there man.....nwyay later ayte.....teh devil lucifer
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