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| illusions |
Posted
on 13-Oct-02 12:16 PM
haev u ever been in a position when u were completely speechless....adn when u could speak it was not what u would wanted to say......
well shit happens....but the thign is it keeps happenign to me ...esp with ppl that i really wanna hang on to...somehow they manage to get away.......something happens that leads them away from me....the one girlt hat i lvoed left cos she was under the impression i wasn't true to her...and althought i was kinda funicky i always loved her truly.....then this other girl she said she didn't wannabe with me much cos later she would break my heart .......man.....she aws so good but she just couldn't handle life much......and now one person who has been constant in my life ain't gonna speak to me....wanna guess why?..cos her bf don't like me talking to her.....man the ....i can't even get maself to say anything cos he is her bf......and u know why he don't want me talkign to her......well cos he had to break a frenship like this sometime bak due to his relationship with ma fren...and now he wanna get bak at her...he actually had the balls to say that...a tit for tat re....i just don't know waht to do now..i so wanna call but she also told me that i shouldn't call her plac anymore....tho it wasn't in her normal voice.....man i love that woman,..as a fren....i wouldn't wanna lose her frenship for anything in this world..but as i said smehow ppl close to me always manage to get away.....even the guys i was close to went away...all out of station so kinda losing them....hardly in touch with ppl that meant something to me in the past......i try counting 5 ppl that i can truly depend on adn well i can't count that high anymore....life sure does suck....no wonder i am here writing this thing.
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| nuts |
Posted
on 13-Oct-02 03:35 PM
how can i help u ?
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| Gurl_Interrupted |
Posted
on 13-Oct-02 05:06 PM
Life is not a monotonous journey but it's like a train that has stations in between. I used to be like u once upon a time. By like u I mean, I never really made friends but then the ones I made I hold them tight and would go any means to see that our friendships worked. However with time I figured out, life ain't that way. I realized life is like a train that stops at stations from time to time and ppl come and go out of ur life but ur train keeps going. You leave some ppl that u might want to hold on tightly at these stops...some u would have wanted to hold onto forever while new ppl board ur train. Whether u like it or not ppl are going to come and go out of ur life. U can love them and treat them as frens but u can't make them do the same back to u in return. So, the bottom line is don't let ur past experiences keep u from exploring life and meeting new lives at every step of ur journey. Ofcourse all of them will always be a part of us, some of them very close to our heart. However when time comes to let them go away, let the leave coz if u hold unto them, at the end of the day, it's u who is going to get hurt. And life is tooo tooo short to be filled with hurts and dissapointments.
Take life as it comes, perhaps they aren't just the right ones for u. Everything in life happens for a reason. It's just lot of times our eyes are blinded by our hurts and dissapointments and expectations to see and realize the real beaty for an experience. Don't whine over who left u or deceived u instead be glad u had an oppertunity to experience once in ur life time. Don't cry over ur shoes...atleast u got a feet unlike some of us.
Try to look at a positive side of life. I know it's easy to be said than to be done. But try, there's nothing wrong in trying if u succeed GREAT! but if u didn't it's great also coz atleast u tried.
Go exercise, take deep breath and surrround urself with things that makes u happy and drivies u to work towards ur goal...coz life is too beautiful to be wasted and spent whining away for someone who doesn't want to be a part of ur life. Take care before ur stress turns into depression.
Peace,
_Gurl_Interrupted.
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| SITARA |
Posted
on 13-Oct-02 06:22 PM
Illusions;
he choice is yours....
Do you want to live with the pain or let go of it?
Sometimes living with the pain becomes comfortable....
So if you think life "sucks"....it is going to "suck" big time!!!
my positive energy to you!!!!
:)
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| dangggg |
Posted
on 17-Oct-02 09:50 PM
Dude,
The only thing I only one thing to tell you: L*O*V*E* is just a illusion.
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| oys_chill |
Posted
on 18-Oct-02 12:54 AM
ILLUSIONS GUESS WHOOO???
well, u know better bout life than me brooo :) like u said, SHIT HAPPENS!! jus gotta move on in life.......for better or for worse :)
Right now, you gotta focus in yor career brother :) ....i am always on yor side....259 :)
yors sincere
oys
242 :)
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| Rusty |
Posted
on 18-Oct-02 01:25 PM
Sitara...
One thing I have always noticed on you is that you share the great deal of your positive energy with all of us. If I am not mistaken, I have read somewhere in Physics, "Energy can never be created nor be destroyed, but it can be transferred from one form to another."
Wow, what a great deed that you carry out everyday. Hope you’re not practicing your Zen religion here;) hehe!! In this context, can I ask you something? How do you define the positive energy? Can your whole body be geometrically divided into four parts with X and Y Axis? The energy you conserve along the positive X and Y arms are positive!!! Hmmm…. Probably it’s should be the question to Astrologer Trikal?? Hope it’s not gibberish :p
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| oys_chill |
Posted
on 18-Oct-02 03:57 PM
POSITIVE ENERGY?????????
don't even remind me that rusty bro......last summer, i read this book called "celestine prophecy" took me almost two months to complete it..supposedly a best seller..
it has all these eight or nine ways to life and TALKS BOUT POSITIVE ENergY TOO MUCH :(
all i need is some $$$ energy ;)
oys
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| SITARA |
Posted
on 18-Oct-02 04:21 PM
Hey oys-ji
Ma sanga mantra mange ra!!!! to quote you UUUuFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!! :)
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| P_Rai |
Posted
on 18-Oct-02 04:24 PM
Some ppl come to your life for season...some for reason but there are only few who come to your life for a life time. That is the basic paradox of life!
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| SITARA |
Posted
on 20-Oct-02 10:04 AM
Rusty ji,
Thank you for noticing my posititve energie/s.. :) Do they affect you as well?
As for the geometrics and mathematics of my body:
Every grid in my body is suffused with energy.... every cell in my body is saturated with positive. The Negatives do exist only to balance my (super) optimism!!!
For I am a realist... Remember???? :)
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| kalankisthan |
Posted
on 20-Oct-02 04:58 PM
Sitara jyu,
hazur le bhugol saastra ma ali kati ankaganit laagayera, jor ghatau garera, tyo Potential Energy lai Kinetic energy ma Parinat gaarera, yesso hamlai ni transfer garidinu na. Rusty jyu le energy transfer huncha bhannu bha cha. Hami tira transfer bhayeta hamro body ko grid grid ko kuna kuna kapcha kapcha ma Super Energy aauthyo ki?
Tyo energy ali kam bhayera, sauni ko chori le pathako ragat le lekhya email, Reply nagarda -- jhandai sauni ko chori sanga tragedy parya thyo!!
Hazur ko jo agyaa!!
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