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| oys_chill |
Posted
on 26-Mar-03 04:51 PM
Yes, the world is going crazy....... "the best rapper is white, the best golfer is black, and Germany is not going to war" and Oys is smiling ?
Lunatic, Obnoxious, Pathetic, Selfish, Evil and Exotic (hell yah)...........
The words meticulously described has been dancing in my mind for the last 18 hours. I keep asking myself, there's a trap ahead, a gaping crater, stay aloof, stay away.........I know the consequences, yet in my futile resistance, I keep doing this to myself.
Last night, I vowed that I wouldn't go to the "WarZone." Perhaps for the first time in US, thoughts about my career overshadowed my frustrations, morbid fears, cryptic love and the beloved "warzone". For some time, I was filled with valor and grace; the light at the end of the tunnel seemed within reach............
Then Murphy struck "The light at the end of the tunnel is the headlight of the upcoming train .........squueeesh!" So it happened. Faltering, hesitating, insecure, and still with hopeless hope, I entered the warzone. Before I had a chance to look at things rationally, telephone rang for real. I was searching for words, for I know my words never come out right, especially for strangers. I tried hard, I should say.
There are very few instances in life when you talk to a stranger, and it still makes sense. There's this Kodak click you hear in silence from within and you cannot construe this feeling of excitement, anxiety, and impression. NO! You cannot go with the flow, and at the end of it, it doesn't really make sense especially when you dish sleep(my precious!) for something novel that you have yet to encounter.
My dai used to say, " humans are only entitled to two luxuries --- a peaceful sleep, and personal belief" and i have become a very strong advocate of that, but I play the hypocricy part very well. Of course, when you go to bed at 4 am, you know you are not up for a great day, especially when you have to be extra careful with the radioactive wastes.
I did manage to wake up though, 11 ish, three hours later from what I had promised my teacher. Thankfully, he kept his rage to himself, I shut myself in the lab, isolated from all the earthly happenings, all the humans, creatures, war, warzone, and sometimes i wonder if i am included in that list. Like a zombie, i continued my impossible mission, relentlessly. At half past six, i realized that the day was over, and my teacher had shown his wrath by leaving without talking to me. I started wandering for a little while in the empty building, plagued with hunger and steamy butterflies from the night. You can block physical adverseries, but you cannot even hinder the thoughts that stream out like laser from the depths. There I was again..struck..with the same kodak click thought of the previous night; an unseemingly sweet conversation, deliciously wicked.
I shuddered in irrational confusion as I stepped out into the open where the cool breeze swept me out of this world. My lips stretched wide once again . I realized one thing. It was worth it. Whatever it was, it was indeed worth it even though it did not make any sense to me..suddenly my heart leaped up spewing plethora of compliments for the stranger, reasons I have yet to finalize, and in search of that dreaded name, I leave it to the exotic being
Waiting for the sun,
Oys
"People are strange, when you are a stranger" ~The Doors
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| PremPujari |
Posted
on 26-Mar-03 05:29 PM
Dhantaryaan!!!
Looks like my mantra for life is working for you!!!
Sun?? ahem!!!
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| SITARA |
Posted
on 26-Mar-03 06:31 PM
OYS JI my MC
Kyaho yesto...." Excerpts from A Personal Baghdad?" ????
As always, good reading your work! :)
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| Eminem8 |
Posted
on 26-Mar-03 06:33 PM
man oys,
Ofcourse i didnt read all that, I am not gonna fall for that.
But, i cant believe you used that first line, man.
After we officially declared it a flop in the chat room the other evening.
i told you it was lame, and you still used it.
Well, i guess you are doomed,.....after all..............
you know what they say,
'bhir bata khasna lageko goru lai ram ram matra bhanna sakinchha............'
HEEH
Peace out.
Shady
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| isolated freak |
Posted
on 26-Mar-03 06:41 PM
My dai used to say, " humans are only entitled to two luxuries --- a peaceful sleep, and personal belief" and i have become a very strong advocate of that, but I play the hypocricy part very well. Of course, when you go to bed at 4 am, you know you are not up for a great day, especially when you have to be extra careful with the radioactive wastes.
Two luxeries and two lives: The life we live for the society and the life we live for ourselves.
la la kalam tikharne bela yahi ho bhai.. lekhnu parcha, padhnu parcha, ghumnu parcha, piunu parcha, sathi banaunu parcha.. bela pani yahi ho, umer pani yahi ho.
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| najar |
Posted
on 26-Mar-03 07:02 PM
Ahem ahem ....kya ho?? raat bhari karaayo dakshina haraayo bhanne sunchhu ni ;)
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| DWI |
Posted
on 26-Mar-03 07:32 PM
Nice read Oys. Kudos.
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| LoPsEe |
Posted
on 26-Mar-03 10:51 PM
"Egocentric" not Evil but evil works too.
Too tired from last night and of course Stereochemistry.Can't believe you actually wrote,really sweet of you.Seems like a dream,can't separate the enantiomers?My brain just not working tonight,has become a meso compound of crap?Let me get back to you after I figure the absolute configuration.
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| oys_chill |
Posted
on 27-Mar-03 06:41 AM
I think its the racemic mixture :-)... you know the lights don't get polarized....that chap. always gave me the creeps!
Evil? hmmm........it actually took me a whole day to remember back those acronyms! but hey, was close! btw, thanx........i got another LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG day in the Dungeon; but I got Isomeric strength now :)
see ya on the dark side of the moon ;)
Oys
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| watever |
Posted
on 27-Mar-03 11:56 AM
You need some sleep! the cells are not growing probably because you are so tired and Dreaming all the time! Like I said you sleep for a whole day and play them some real nice music... ummmm try sentimental to rock... their tastes can be anything! and TAKE THE WHOLE DAY OFF! go to the lab next day and Wallah watch them all grown and ready for that stupid report of urs :P
IT IS as easy as that you know :D :D...
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| Rusty |
Posted
on 27-Mar-03 12:04 PM
Feri k ho yesto? hahaha!! "the best rapper is white, the best golfer is black, and Germany is not going to war, AND OYS IS GOING TO QUIT SAJHA:P" ehehehe!!
Very nice work, tho...
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