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Far away
Too far
I can't go on
Yet I love him
His existence seems unreal
Almost a dream
Why do I put myself through this?
Because I love him
And he loves me.

What will I do
To pass the time?
I will think of him,
But that causes pain
Along with the happiness
But I must think of him
Cause my mind will not focus
On anything else.

Time drags so slowly
24 hours or days?
I do not know
All I know is
It's too long
To be away from him.

I want to fall into him
Lose myself in him
Be one with him
Cause he is my light
In the darkness
I would go to him
But distance is
A cruel thing.

The phone rings
No I can't come out tonight
They ask why... but
I can't tell the truth
Cause they would only laugh

I have business to attend to
Goodbye i say
I am alone again
Unseeing Unthinking Unwanting
Except for his warm skin
Close to mine
My whole body screams
Let him come to me
But he can't
Or won't?
He would come if I could
Wouldn't he?
Maybe he would
But the thought is too terrible
He wouldn't.

I know him,
He loves me
I smile again
Our love is tangible
A living reality
Breathing... keeping faith alive
Living for the day
That we finally meet.

   [ posted by Pooja K @ 06:24 AM ] | Viewed: 1898 times [ Feedback]

We met online
Oh yes we did
In the beginning you were
Just someone I talked with.

Weeks passed and all of a sudden
My view towards you changed and
I started to think about you all the time.

Every day I wake up knowing
What I did and said
I'm sorry for hurting you
And i am regretting the decision
I make when i grrrrr.;)

Of all the chaos
That has engulfed my thought
You have been my focus to all.

Sometimes you can read my mind
And tell me exactly what I want to hear
But then again baby
There are times
When you aren't on the same level
Which makes me grrrrrr.

But regardless of how much that can frustrate me
I still look forward to your voice
But babe dont forget that
No matter what happens
I will be eternally grateful for everything you gave

But then again baby
I dont want anything to happen
Cause you have entered my life
And now you gotta stick with this life
Which makes our destiny.



''A little faith will bring your soul to heaven; A great faith will bring heaven to your soul. ''

   [ posted by Pooja K @ 11:41 AM ] | Viewed: 2011 times [ Feedback]

A loving angel came to me in dreams.
He showed me life's not always what it seems
And brought me to a place where sweet dreams live.
He gave me a gift that I now give...
A dreamer's dream.

He whispered....

Take my hand and I will lead you through
A place where only sweet dreams can come true.
Close your eyes and open your heart,
For then this flight of dreams so sweet can start.

He brought me through the darkness to the light
Where colors wrapped around me, such delight
A patchwork quilt of beauty without seams
Each color was a rainbow full of dreams,

He led me through the hallway of pure sound
With doors flung open widely all around.
And from each room a song would gently play,
I wished with all my heart that I could stay
In this dreamer's dream.

But we drifted in the fragrance of the breeze
To savor all the flowers and the trees
We tasted all of life that we could see
And felt it flow as one in harmony
We dreamed in this dreamer's dream.

Then my angel turned his eyes to me and said,
You are the keeper of these Dreams inside your head.
Find sweet dreamers who would dream of
Love and Light
These dreams will lead them safely through the night.

And so I am the Keeper of this Dream...it's true,
But I offer all my dreams to each of you.
May their loving sweetness visit you each night
And fill your soul with love and warmth and light.


Pooja K

   [ posted by Pooja K @ 08:32 AM ] | Viewed: 1809 times [ Feedback]

Love is such a mystery
At times you don't know how long it could be
One day you are so happy then you have a doubt
You wonder if it will ever work out.

You are giving as times goes by
You feel as if its all a lie
Confused in your heart by whats going on
You are not sure if the feelings are gone.

You are certain its over and you feel so blue
Then you make up and its like new
You think about all the times you shared
And you realize that you really do care.

There are moments together that feel so right
Even though many times you argue and fight
There are so many times that you cried
But you cant let go and you haven't denied
That deep down inside you'll always care
And you understand that love is whats there.

Pooja K

   [ posted by Pooja K @ 12:34 PM ] | Viewed: 2038 times [ Feedback]